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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The Quick Sybil Update!


first I want to say "I heart my fans!" and I hope that my spamtastic
e-mails of last week were not too bothersome! I just wanted my friends and
fans to get a little something back from me for all you do in my life. . . I
am grateful for your support and belief. . I wake up in the morning and
shake my head. . . sometimes all this doesn't make sense. . i really am just
a dorky. fiesty, bookwormy chick from the midwest. I love to wrestle. I
love to film videos. I love to cook, and run and read and write. . . I love
to fish and camp, and fly kites. . . but in recent years my favorite
activity has been corresponding with my friends and fans. . .

so, the news ahead. . . I get to see my sweet wifey tomorrow when she picks
me up at the airport in Boston, yes Ms Lia Labowe. . . gorgeous thing that
she is. . . and after spending the day with her I head to my hotel on Friday
where i will be kicking butt and taking names. . . I currently have one time
slot left open . . . better grab it while you can. . if you can! LOL. . And
then I get to tortu. . um. .play with my joepet all weekend. .. . I get back
to Michigan on Monday the 5th, and on the evening of the 6th I head into
Chicago. . . I am doing some sexy work wednesday morning there and then on
Thursday October 8th, Gia Primo and I, and Van the man are getting together
to do some videos. .it is going to be a blast. . and Gia and I have worked
out a deal. . which we will finalize next week, but Sstarrproductions.com
will be taking Gia Primo and her website under it's wing and become her
media producer, such as we do for Lia. . . I am very excited about this
opportunity for a few reasons, 1) I have always looked up to Gia, she is a
devastating beauty with a devastating body 2) this way she can keep doing
what she loves and get her work out there for her fans 3) I consider her a
very good friend of mine and I just adore her. . .

Then on Friday morning the 9th,I leave for Orlando. . . my sweet love, Scott
Kenemore has been asked to be on many panels and to make appearances at the
zombie Convention going on there, and to celebrate his most recent novel. .
. I get the honor and fun priviledge of work with the Mighty Hypnotic while
I am there. . .
I finally make it back to Michigan on October 12th, just in time for my
birthday on the 13th and Kordelia Devonshire's visit. .. . . but don't
forget, NIKKI! This girl is amazing and rarely get sto do work for other
companies. . she is a good friend of mine and I love to wrestle her. . I am
very excited about having her and Kordelia together. . .

Other news; I have two new girls coming in the third week of October to work
for my sites and get trained, they are local beauties whom I had the
pleasure and privilege of working with in the ill conceived (poor
leadership) pillow fight league. I am also shooting with a hair bondage
rigger this month and the Latex Concubine, whom I am a big fan of.

And Hellena Hevaenly and I also have a match together on October 25thm in
Sturgis, MI for POG wrestling

In other news, the Tigers are still struggling to make the playoffs, but
hanging in there

and I am playing the role of MAGENTA in the Rocky Horror Musical at the
Croswell Opera House . . Oct 30, 31 and November 1st. . .. I have never done
a musical beofre and last night was our first rehearsal. . heck I haven't
even done any theatre in 8 years. . though it is what my BA degree is in. .
. LOL. . great great things ahead! Also, we should have an actual launch
date for www.queenoftights.com soon and the other sites we are launching. .
. We want to keep your blood flowing hot all winter long ;)

kisses and scissors,
Sybil

ps. I thank you for all your concerned e-mails regarding someone speaking badly
of me, but why give that person any attention? As that is obviously what they
are seeking. I pray that person finds peace and happiness. But again, thank
you, my dear and loyal Starr Army. .

and yes, I will have the new calendar ready to sell by the end of october.. .
LOL
--
Sybil Starr

www.sstarrproductions.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Hell! Hell! Hell!

This is it, the biggest custom production weekend of Sybil Starr Productions
for the year!!! It is here (well, almost!) We are concentrating on
pro-style wrestling for our customs this year! And do to so, we are bring in
Devon (of Sleeper Kids world and FWA) and Hellena Heavenly (ringgoddess.com)!
Locally we have "Chloe" (formerly of Lusaent.com and we will be giving her a
new name as the first Starr Girl!) and Heather Raven and Mary "Muay Thai
Princess." Pictures of all these gals can be found here:
http://sstarr.zenfolio.com/p342117130

Here is the* sponsorship* deal for Hell!
$100 will get you a DVD with Ten (10) ten minute pro-style wrestling
matches! You cannot do better than that! You will also get a ton pf
pictures from all the productions this weekend! E-mail me to get set up
with your sponsorship package today!!! For $150 you can receive copies of
all our matches from the weekend and also video from the live VIP wrestling
show we will be doing. Contact me directly at sybil.starr@gmail.com!

Here is the *custom video and picture* deal for Hell!
$100 will get you a 10 minute pro-style wrestling match IN A RING! Pick
Hellena, Devon, Van the Man or Jobber Joe, or me, Sybil Starr, to perform in
your pro-style scripts!
I would also like to have the Muay Thai Princess to do a beatdown on either
VTM or Jobber Joe. . . but I will need sponsorships to make that happen. . .
.

Still up in the air about getting a custom? Our prices are super good and
so are our reviews. .
http://sybilstarr.blogspot.com/2009/08/review-of-custom-products.html
http://www.sybilstarr.com/newsite/custom.html

what type of customs can you order?
Mixed wrestling
Beat downs
Ball busting
Pro-style wrestling
Judo
Karate
Trampling
Super Heroine
Mixed Martial Arts
Hair Videos (torture, brush, wash, etc)
Cat fighting
Bondage
Scissors/leg and foot domination
Assassinations
Interrogations
Wrestling
Fighting
Boxing
Belly Punching
Puffy Down Jackets
Nylon encasments
Costumes
Glamor photo shoots
and much more. . . if it isn't on this list, just ask!

What we don't do. .
Pornography
Full Nudity

This group may never be together again, so take advantage of this
opportunity now!

And. . SEE US PERFORM LIVE!!!!! Adrian, MI!
Details here:
http://www.vip-wrestling.com/


A side note:
All websites have been updated and lots of new videos and pictures can be
found!
www.sstarrproductions.com
http://www.sstarrproductions.com/hair/index.html
http://www.sstarrproductions.com/down.html
http://clips4sale.com/store/24369
http://clips4sale.com/studio/23515
http://clips4sale.com/studio/2066
http://downfetish.com/home.html


kisses and scissors,
Sybil
--
Sybil Starr



www.sstarrproductions.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Friday, August 28, 2009

Review of Custom Products!

This looks like a good opportunity for me to chime in with my review of Sybil's work on custom videos and photo sets. In a word, it is beyond first class, beyond awesome! Her most recent work for me was a video at fetishcon done with two experienced pro wrestlers, one as her opponent (Sin-D), the other (Hellena Heavenly), as ref. It was a mix of pro wrestling holds with a prominent fetish overlay, which was both skillfully executed and great fun. My instructions were very general in nature and included my usual request that the participants have fun, which indeed they did. I have found that my enjoyment of a video or photo set is directly related to the enjoyment the participants experience in doing it. With Sybil's peerless skills and creativity, a successful and immensely enjoyable outcome is always assured. The repartee alone was worth more than the price of admission.

Prior to my first experience with Sybil doing a custom for me, I had had a number wonderful customs done by pro wrestlers, mostly through Lexie Fyfe's Slamminladies operation. When I prepared my first request for Sybil and one of her most experienced colleagues (Jenn), I was concerned that my very general instructions for what amounted to a semi-competitive cat fight, with pro wrestling holds in the mix, might be unintelligible. Suffice it to say that Sybil turned them into a production of astonishing quality and entertainment value. I was ecstatic, and the reactions of others in the Group were very positive. Perhaps the most striking thing for me was the way in which the considerable skills and exceptional attributes of both Sybil and Jenn were displayed to great effect. Both women looked phenomenal, and the match was most creatively done! The kissing conclusion was none too shabby!

The two photo sets were more of the same. One, pro wrestling holds done by Sybil and Dakota, was professional work of the highest order, and delightfully sexy too. Two awesome women doing their thing -- superb!!! The other was a sheer fun thing, Officer Sybil throttling and ultimately kissing, a very hot con (Kordelia D). Awesome!!! Two wonderful ladies and close friends doing their thing to the utmost!!!

Sybil communicates very well, gets the finished product on its way very promptly, and conducts herself in a thoroughly professional manner throughout. Reliable to the nth degree, Sybil has always carried out my wishes more creatively and marvelously than I could anticipate or even dream of. A custom done by Sybil is a sure thing and then some, as creatively skillful, classy, sexy and entertaining as any of us could possibly want!

Bless you, Sybil!!!

Friday, August 21, 2009

Hell Cometh and so does LIA!

Hello Sstarr Army!
I have been working my butt off for two weeks to bring you the finest in
fetish entertainment that I can produce!!! My production company has grown,
and I have taken on a partner (finally) a good friend of mine for the past
13 years. . I am very excited about our partnership as it gives us more
opportunities to offer you MORE!!!! And to commemorate our partnership we
have walked away from www.sybilstarr.com!!!!!!! It exists no longer as part
of our production company! From now on, find us at
http://www.sstarrproductions.com
We are working hard on launching various new websites this month, some in
partnership with other wrestlers, some are other aspects of my fetish life
that my fans have asked me to share. . . such as
http://www.queenoftights.com where we will be showcasing
superheroines/villanesses in shiny tights and leotards and short skirts.
These girls will do anything to take the anklet of victory from the queen!!
Including kidnapping her and chloroforming. . keep an eye out for this site
to just keep growing, as superheroines have been a thing for me since I was
five years old. . . I can't wait to produce more adventures of the Queen and
her friends and her enemies!!!!!

In the meantime, stop by here to see all my new wrestling videos:
http://www.sstarrproductions.com/newsite/store.html

BIG NEWS AHEAD!
Lia Labowe is visiting Sybil Starr Productions at the end of this month, and
she is available for custom videos and photo sets! Please e-mail soon if you
want a video done as our schedule with her is booking up fast! She is
retired from this industry currently and rarely does any work any more, so
this could be the last chance we have to film with her. . . sponsorships are
available for this custom filming weekend also. . . $100 will entitle you to
copies of all the content we create for her visit!
to learn more about our customs pricing, please check out this page:
http://www.sstarrproductions.com/newsite/custom.html

HELL!!!!
the Weekend of September 11th will be Hell weekend for Sybil Starr
Productions! I am excited that we will be able to do a live event in Adrian,
MI! http://www.vip-wrestling.com
The girls of Sybil Starr Productions will be taking part in the VIP show at
the Hope Center in Adrian, MI. It is a memorial show and the girls will be
vying to become a VIP girl. . (like me!) I have a feeling all Hell will
break out. . HHAHAHAHAHA. . but that being said, Hellena Heavenly, Chloe (a
former Lusa girl, we will be changing her name for our site) Lady Victoria,
Devon, Mary "Muay Thai" Princess, and Heather Raven will be here for filming
opportunities. .but, that being said, all these girls are available for
customs. . and competitive fights. . . please e-mail me regarding this:
sybil.starr@gmail.com. . and to be a sponsor for Hell is is $150 to get
copies of all the crazy content we will be producing from that weekend. .
also, I plan on many of this filming dates to have a Live PPV feed through
my membership site, so you could actually watch us film these videos,
LIVE!!!! I am also working on securing a wrestling ring for that weekend. .
as we have four pro-wrestlers available to work. . . I have posted pictures
of all the girls on my yahoo group. . so get over there and take a look. .
my custom pricing is fairly inexpensive and I take a lot of pride in my
customs. . so don't miss out on this opportunity!

Last chance for romance:
I am becoming a full time producer and my travel schedule will be very
limited in the coming year. . I do highly suggest that if you have wanted to
meet up with me, you do it soon, before I leave the session circuit all
together!! My plan is to produce and train as much as I can this next year.
. I want to be a ninja when (if) I grow up!!

August 23-25th, Los Angeles, CA
August 27th-30th, Lia Labowe visits SSP
September 8-9, Chicago, IL
September 11th, VIP in Adrian, MI
September 11-13th, HELL!!!!
September 18-19 Philly
September 20-21, Washington, DC

or keep updated with my calendar here:
http://www.sstarrproductions.com/newsite/calendar.html

Kisses and scissors,
Sybil
------------------------------


--
Sybil Starr

www.sstarrproductions.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Final Fetishcon 2009 Report!





Saturday was my last day at fetishcon. Admittedly, Fetishcon was a bit of
an emotional rollercoaster for me and a total learning experience. . . .I
would say that my dual role as both a producer and a model only complicated
my schedule. . . but on this last day I still needed to film customs with
Hellena and Sin-d, not to mention shoot for my Down Jacket site. . so I was
up at 9. . which after getting to bed the night before around 4am was way
too early. . but we got both customs done in time for me to get ready for
the Superheroine Showdown. . . . . The Queen of Tights was captured by the
mental powers of a Super Villian! I was forced onto the slave auction
block, and all was presented by George Perez. . . . SO MUCh FUN!!!! My
goodness! I have video and pictures from the whole thing, so you will all
get to see it too! As I was leaving the convention hall, I finally ran into
Van, who I had been trying to see for two days!!! But, after the show down,
all I wanted was something to eat!! I had yet to have even a cup of coffee
at this point. . so I headed down to the resturant in the hotel, and found
Scott, my boyfriend, had arrived at the hotel while I was being a super
hero. .. so we grab some food,checked out the convention hall (this was the
only time I even got to see it! BOO!) and then I grabbed Devon and Sappire
to finish up shooting, but Devon got called away to do another shoot, so she
and I never did get to shoot together., . . . Sappire shot footage for my
puffy coat site. . it included bondage and spankings and lots of other fun
moments. . . and then. . I was done. . I dressed up and made everyone a
cocktail and then Scott and I headed out and grabbed some dinner, and when
we got back, we grabbed Van and went to see what trouble we coudl find. . we
ended up in Darling Rikki's room (I just love that girl!) and then Van got a
strange text with a room number. . and we went there and found Devon and
sappire whosaid they were going to go to the fetish club, but that I needed
to get changed. . so back to my room to change into my thich high vinyl
boots and shiny black vinyl body suit and opera gloves. . . and we grabbed a
shuttle down in the lobby and heaed out. .. I still have no clue where I
was. . but MAN, what a blast!!!!Something crazy going on everywhere. . .
People dressed up, and having fun and I was just so happy. . I found
trouble, drank a bunch and then scott and I grabbed a taxi back to the hotel
in the wee hours of the Am. . . then VTM and I hit the pool for a bout an
hour. . . and Rikki let me play with her beautiful breasts. . (YEAH!) And
then I headed to bed. . . .
I awoke at 10 am the next day and BOOm, we pakced up Sybil Starr Productions
back into my little non-airconditioned black honda accord and hit the road
for home. . . 1140 to go!!! It wasn't too hot out and I said to G, (aka,
Gorby, my media producer and one of my best friends I have known for 13
years) "Let's just go home." So we drove all night. . . we let Tampa
around 11:30/noon and we made it to home at 8:30 am on Monday morning. . . .
and it was so darn good to wake up in my own bed in my own house this
morning. . . . .

a quick shout out to Wolf. . . . I know who you are now. . LOL

--
Sybil Starr

www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Fetishcon Day 5 report

OH BOY!!!! Yesterday was a busy day for this rockstarr gypsy wrestler girl.
. .
First I shot with bouttimes, and what a blast! I got to work with Dakota
and Karrine and a new girl named Kathy Rice. . . so much fun! I also shot a
ten minute heart punch custom match with Dakota. . . . . . she does great
work! After Lunch/Dinner with Karrine and Dakota, I headed back into Tampa.
. . and I got to do a glamor shoot in a purple velor bodysuit and shiny
purple tights! After that it was almost 10 pm. . and I still had one more
shoot to do. . with Ross Bound. . Ross is infamous for always getting tied
up. . and especially as batman! So with a rigger, he and I got tied up
together and shoot. . I was Wondergirl and he was Batman. . . . and at 1 in
the moring I found myself, head to toe, tied to Batman, and there was a fire
in the hotel!!! I can't make this up. . the fire alarm goes off and our
rigger goes, "Oh this is great we can use it to film. . here you go, start
struggling to get out . . . " The alarm keeps going and getting worse. . .
. we are still tied head to toe when firemen bust in the door and they have
no clue what the hell is going on or what to say. . .they say "You have to
evacuate, there is smoke coming down the hall." (which there was). I say
"Can't you see we are trying?" as the rigger is working hard to untie all
that rope knot for knot. . . one of the firefighters comes over and take a
exacto knife out and start cutting me out of the ropes. . . as soon as I am
free I make a break for the door. . and yes, there was a smoke smell and
some smoke in the hall. . . I ran down 11 flights of stairs and out into the
streets, where everyone else from the hotel already was. . . . last ones out
are Wonder Woman and Batman. . LOL. . . .ok, so at this point, I am done
shooting. . . . and I know we wanted to shoot two more sets, and I know Ross
and I talked about doing it tonight, but I don't think I will have the time
to do our other planned shoots. . . . I finally made it to the pool for the
first time, where I met George Perez and he told me what a big fan he is of
MINE. . that is so crazy. . he is such a brilliant graphic artist. . it is
an honor and priviledge just to know him! I also met more hot girls, and
all my hot girlfriends in the hot tub. . after a couple of hours I was ready
for bed, so I headed back to my room and had a business meeting with my
Media Producer, we went over all the pictures and content we took that day
and I hit the hay around 4am. . we are getting the room ready to shoot right
now. . and I am shooting with Helena Heavenly and Sin-D this morning. . .
two pro-style customs in a hotel room. . . yikes! And then we will shoot
some coat goodies. . . and then it is time for the Super Hero line up. . . .
so I have got to go get ready!

Kisses and scissors,
Sybil

--
Sybil Starr

www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Friday, August 14, 2009

Fetishcon, Day 4 Report

I was so wiped out yesterday. . . and so was Sherry Stuns, but we managed to
get together to create a wrestling video yesterday afternoon. . . . I went
to the meet and greet last night, again I was pretty tired, but I had a
great time. . rumors are that VTM was there, but, sadly, we never found one
another. . . I got my arms tied up and walked around for a bit. . . but by
pool party time, I was just plain tired, so I didn't go to the pool, I went
to bed. . . Today I am shooting with Bout Time Studios. . and more when I
get back to the hotel this afternoon. . . .

anyhow, hopping in the shower and getting out to the hot Sstarr car!
kisses and scissors,
Sybil

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Fetishcon Day 3 report

Yikes. . .
holy cow. . .
WTF. .

ok, so soon after I woke up yesterday, Christina Carter went swimming in the pool at the Mighty Hypnotics Superstarr Hideout. . . . and she did it NAKED! And you know what? I was so happy. . LOL. . .I went swimming too! But after she was done. . . . LOL
After a mocha, my media producer and I headed in to Tampa proper to check in to our hotel. . . . and we weren't the only ones. . Devon and Sappire arrived soon after and so I had a drink or two with the girls while I made lots of new friends. . .Tracy Jordon, Sherry Stuns. . . and tons of other hotties. . who let strange men and women do strange things to them. . . WHAT A WORLD!!!! WWWOOOOHOOOO! Gigity! From my sheltered midwestern upbringing. . to . . . FETiSHCON> > >> yep. . my life is different now. . and I have a feeling that is is still going to be different tomorrow. . .

I also met different fetish producers and some relatively famous photographers. . .my impression is that people think they are famous or something. . . but really, would any of us even be here without the fans who appreciate what we do????


A bunch of us managed to go to the Crowbar last night for a sexy, kiny burlesque show. . . AH> . . . . I had often dreamt of seeing Angela Ryan's naked breasts in public. . and oh, boy. . . also, I would have to say that Kendra James looks just like her pictures, she is beautiful. . . I also played with a girl who was tied up in a cage. . . and well, I may have danced in a cage myself. . I am pretty sure there are lots of pictures of my shenanigans from last night. . but when my money ran out, and I had no clue where I was or how I would get home. . Kordelia and Dan put us all back in their car and brought us back to the Hotel. . . my belly hurt from my multiple brews and all the laughing and drooling. . . and I hit the hay around 2 am. . . I know Devon was hoping I would hang more. . but hey.. . it is only my first night ;)

I hope to put together a more multimedia blog later today or for tomorrow morning. .
in the meantime, I have already booked some wrestling shoots for today and now, I am going back to bed for a bit as my head is still spinning. . . .

kisses and scissors,
Sybil

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Day 2: Fetishcon

ok, after a long day of driving, we got to the Mighty Hypnotics superstar hideout at around 1 am. . . . we drove forever, in the rain, in the beating sun. . and only once could I get my co-pilot to take a two hour siesta with me. . at some Hooters in GA somewhere. . ah, they beer flowed and the girls all wore tights. . those were the days. . LOL. . .

Today it looks like we head to our hotel. . . I am still pretty disoriented from driving for two days straight, but I am sure all the fun ahead will be worth it. . .

--
Sybil Starr

www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Day 1 of Fetishcon Trip

ok, so My media producer/cameraman/webmaster and I drove for around 8 hours
yesterday and pulled into somewhere in the smoky mountains last night. . .we
got a room and I am now waking up in the mountains. . just grabbing my first
cup of coffee for the day now. . will get a good work out in before I hit
the road today. . . I hope to be in Tampa tonight. . my SStarr car was
running hot yesterday.. . she is packed full. . lights, mats, cameras, two
trunks full of costumes and clothes and other fun accessories. . . anything
could happen. . . . especially if you are in a 1993 accord with 204000 miles
on her, and no air conditioning. . LOL. .I am so old school. . but what the
hey, she is paid for. . . LOL. . anyhow. . we are slowly making our way to
Tampa. . I am sorry we didn't make it to Atlanta last night but it would
have been like 5 in the morning and I wanted a little sleep. . I know Devon
already has a house full right now. . so no worries. . I might stop along
the way for a redneck tuding trip. .for $8 they give you a tub and throw you
into the river. . LOL

more soon. .
Kisses and scissors,
SYbil

--
Sybil Starr

www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Thursday, August 06, 2009

The Haps! Or whatever you want to call it. .. LOL










ok, so I am on my way to fetishcon next week. . I guess there is a first time for everything. . . LOL. . in case you were wondering, I am a Christian, I am Midwestern, and I am very conservative. . . LOL. . fetishcon should be a blast! Admittedly I am nervous, excited and all jumbled up. . but so many of my friends will be there! Stacy Burke! Kordelia Devonshire, Evelyn Rose (she is so freaking cute it drives me out of my mind!), Darling Rikki, Dakota, Karrine, Helena Heavenly, Sin-D, Sleeper Kid, the Mighty Hypnotic, Devon, Sapphire, and so many hot girls that I would love to work with, for both of my sites! www.sybilstarr.com/down.html and my main site, of course!

If you want any customs from fetishcon, e-mail me now! sybil.starr@gmail.com I am running a special! $100 for ten minute customs, of almost any kind (this includes bondage, spankings, tickling, wrestling, cat fighting, super heros, pro-style wrestling, etc!) and Picture sets for $30 (20 pictures). . so act now. . . also if you would like to sponsor my trip to fetishcon, it is only $50 and you get copies of all the content I create while at fetishcon. . you really can't beat that deal!!!!


and looking into the future. .
Lia Labowe is visiting Sybil Starr Productions at the end of this month, and she is available for custom videos and photo sets! Please e-mail soon if you want a video done as our schedule with her is booking up fast! She is retired from this industry currently and rarely does nay work any more, so this could be the last chance we have to film with her. . . sponsorships are available for this custom filming weekend also. . . $100 will entitle you to copies of all the content we create for her visit!

HELL!!!!
the Weekend of September 11th will be Hell weekend for Sybil Starr Productions! I am excited that we will be able to do a live event in Adrian, MI! http://www.vip-wrestling.com The girls of Sybil Starr Productions will be taking part in the VIP show at the Hope Center in Adrian, MI. It is a memorial show and the girls will be vying to become a VIP girl. . (like me!) I have a feeling all Hell will break out. . HHAHAHAHAHA. . but that being said, Lady Victoria, Devon, Muay Thai Princess, Raven and two others I will be announcing as soon as I have confirmation will be here for filming opportunities. . I also hope to contact a local bar about either pillow fighting or oil wrestling, or both for that weekend. . but, that being said, all these girls are available for customs. . and competitive fights. . . please e-mail me regarding this: sybil.starr@gmail.com. . and to be a sponsor for Hell is is $150 to get copies of all the crazy content we will be producing from that weekend. . also, I plan on many of this filming dates to have a Live PPV feed through my membership site, so you could actually watch us film these videos, LIVE!!!!

Kisses and scissors,
Sybil

Sunday, July 19, 2009

SSP News!


Hello Fight fans! I have been working hard all month long to bring you more
of what you want for less!!!!!
Check out these links for discounts on previously released clips, and also
better prices on new ones!!!!
Trampling: Lethal Legs 3!
http://www.sybilstarr.com/newsite/payloadz/Other%20Fun%20Stuff/other.html
Mixed Wrestling, Man dominates Woman: Crotch Despair 2
http://www.sybilstarr.com/newsite/payloadz/mixedwrestling/domination/mixdom.html
Face Sit Pins Match vs Renee
http://www.sybilstarr.com/newsite/payloadz/femalewrestling/competitive/ffcomp.html
Quen of Tights 6!
http://www.sybilstarr.com/newsite/payloadz/femalewrestling/semicompfantas/ffsemi.html

Also, new clips on both these stores:
http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/2066
http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/23515


twitter.com/sybilstarr

Also, Ladies, I am currently recruiting for video work and a Pillow Fight League. . drop me a line at sybil.starr@gmail.com if you are interested. . this is paid work!

I know everyone is having a beautiful summer. . .and I hope you are enjoying
it to the fullest. . . I am!
kisses and scissors,
Sybil

--
Sybil Starr

www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I Heart My Fans!


quick note. . a real quick one to say THANk YOU!!!!


Thank you for your support when my mom was ill and then when she died.
Thank you for sending me great customs to film and shoot and trusting me
with them. Thank you for being patient with me when I get behind and
realizing that I am a one woman operation! Thank you for your sweet e-mails
praising me and loving on me. . in my darkest hours they have been a light
and an inspiration to keep going! Thank you for the gifts, cards, pictures
and other material things that you have sent to me to cheer me on, comfort
me and show me that you care. Thank you for your prayers and positive
thoughts! Thank you for enjoying my videos and pictures. . and thank you so
much for being my fan, friend, confidant! I am so very blessed!

I don't know that I am always worth all your praise. .. my life has been
quite chaotic for a number of months now, and things are just starting to
settle back down again. .I am training again and have plans to open two new
websites. . not to mention I get to do PROFESSIONAL PILLOW FIGHTING!!!!!

I have never thought of quitting but I get disappointed in myself when I
don't feel I am giving you, my fans, the best I have. . . I tend to be
pretty hard on myself. . but luckily, you have never given up on me either.
. . .
so, to you, my fans, my SSTARR Army. . . THANK YOU!!!!!!

Kisses and scissors,
Sybil
--
Sybil Starr

www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Queen of Tights 6

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Friday, June 12, 2009

Strippers, Baseball and Scissors

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Friday, June 05, 2009

Hollywould Beats Sybil Down!

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Friday, May 29, 2009

Trample Weekend!

Welcome to the weekend of Trampling!!!! If you love Pantyhose, boots,
feet, legs, leotards, trampling and foot domination. . then boy oh boy do
you have a great weekend ahead!!!!
Check out a sample clip of this new video for free!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3o8DU9eIbRQ



as you can see, I have a new youtube.com account, because they took my
"privileges" away and banned my Gia Hypnotizes Sybil video. . I guess it was
too hot for them. . though admittedly, naked boobies were bound to get me in
trouble. . . LOL. . this is America after all ;)


All of these will be available at my website. . . .www.sybilstarr.com

I was hoping that my website would be updated again this week. . but here it
is Friday and my media producer (as he likes to be called) still has not
finished any new pages. . I hate to nag. . but gosh darnnit, I want the links
to my pictures back and to Lia Labowe's clips4sale store. . and more
pictures and info on all the wrestlers. . and a links page and more and more
and more. . LOL. . anyhow. . this is my first weekend home in a long time. .
. I am taking this opportunity to finish moving in to my new space. . . be
warned, once I finish getting organized, THE WORLD IS MINE!!!!!!
MUUWWAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! But until I get it done, I have also grounded myself
from fun, no baseball games or hanging out with friends until I get it
finished. . so, hey, I won;t be online much today. . . but after the next
couple of days I should have made many plans for the next few months. .


also. . MICHIGAN!!! Listen up, especially you down river folks (like me!).
. . do you want me and other Detroit City Girls in your bar or at your
event? Broadcasting live on the internet???? Let me know. . . !

And I am making a public appearance in Adrian, MI on July 11th. . . for VIP, Victory
Independent Pro-wrestling!!!! Many of your favorite Michigan Indy stars
will be there to thrill you with their skills!!!!
http://www.myspace.com/vip_wrestling

This summer is looking hotter all the time. . especially since the Professional Pillow Fight League
starts on Tuesday nights at the Warren VFW hall on June 16th! so much crazy
fun going on. . hope I didn't make this update too long for you!

kisses and scissors,
Sybil

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Female MMA Fighter Needs Help!

On Saturday at 12:30 PM, professional MMA fighter Jessica Bednark went to St. Cloud Boxing and Wrestling Club for an open sparring session. A seasoned fighter with a record of 5-2, Bednark was training for a June 12th fight against Adrienna “AJ” Jenkins.

When Bednark took her gloves and head gear off, she told gym owner Scott Kelm that her legs felt like jelly. She lay down and shut her eyes. When Kelm noticed that her breathing was shallow, he called 911. Bednark’s boyfriend, Jay Gould, said that the ambulance then noticed that one pupil was larger than the other, an indication of brain trauma. A catscan indicated a ruptured artery in Jessica’s brain. ”Whether it came from a vital blow or swelling on the brain, we don’t know,” Kelm said.

As originally reported on WFighter.com, Bednark went in for emergency surgery at 3:30 on Saturday afternoon and had part of her skull removed. She remains in ICU in a medically-induced coma.

Jessica, who does not have any health insurance, needs our help and donations. An account for donations is being set up. Until then, Derek Gould (Jessica’s boyfriend’s brother) is collecting donations. Many sources close to the fighter verify this information is accurate and that the donations will, indeed, be used for Jessica’s medical bills. Please be generous and hit your sponsors up as well. Derek Gould can be contacted at derekwgould@yahoo.com, and donations can be sent to 15824 Neon St. NW, Ramsey, MN 55303. A paypal account has been set up for Jessica, and paypal donations can be sent to helpforjessica@twincities.mn.

Friday, May 15, 2009

LIVE BEATDOWN!!!!

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Session review

I had the pleasure of doing a session w/ Sybil this past weekend. I wasn’t foolish enough to do a scissors challenge (I don’t know how you guys survive it!). It was actually more of a fantasy-type match.


Let me say that this was the 1st time I’ve ever done a session w/ anyone, so I totally didn’t know what to expect. I admitted to her that I was excited, but nervous about the whole thing. Sybil made me feel very comfortable. She greeted me with a warm hug & guided me graciously. She is a very good communicator…her words and her body language were totally open & very friendly. She knew that I wasn’t “sure of myself” as far as how things were to go. She made me feel special, like this was as much fun for her as it was for me.


And, might I add…as sexy as she appears online & in videos, she is every bit as sexy in person; in fact, even more so. And when you combine it w/ her bubbly personality, OMG!


I know that a number of people have posted about having had several sessions w/ Sybil in the past. I now know why they do it over & over again! I just wanted to give an account from a 1st-timer. If you are considering doing this, let me encourage you to do so! You’ll have a blast.


Sybil, thanks again for the great time. I hope it’s not the last.


from hockeysc2006

Monday, May 04, 2009

New stuff and Things


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=war6UjCdIpA
http://twitter.com/sybilstarr
http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/2066
http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/23515
http://www.images4sale.com/store/2066
http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/24369
http://www.images4sale.com/store/24369
http://sybilstarr.com/down.html

and soon to have many new changes. .
www.sybilstarr.com

new pictures posted at my myspace page!
www.myspace.com/sybilstarr

kisses and scissors,
Sybil

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Charlotte, NC

here I come. .. . this is my first trip to Charlotte in over three years and there is no telling when I may be back again. . .this could be your last chance to book me in Charlotte, NC!
May 9-10

I am available for wrestling/catfighting video shoots
Photoshoots, including bondage and fetish wear
Sessions, mixed wrestling and catfighting. .


to book time with me, e-mail me directly at sybil.starr@gmal.com
stop by my site!
www.sybilstarr.com

Kisses and scissors,
Sybil

ps. book quickly as I book up fast and am already almost completely booked!

Friday, April 10, 2009

Sybil Starr Newsletter for April 2009

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Saturday, March 14, 2009

Sybil Starr Newsletter

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Valentine's Winners!

This years winners of the Sybil Starr Valentine's contest are:
2nd place:
Bill from St. Louis!!!
and he wins
2nd place: autographed photo and video of your choice!

1st place:
Rich from Illinois!
1st place: free half hour session/ or 15 minute custom video/ or 5 Sybil
Starr productions!

Please contact me asasp to claims your prizes!!!

Monday, February 23, 2009

Big News Quick!

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Thursday, February 19, 2009

SO HAPPY TO BE HOME!

well, after 23 days on the road, i finally made it home last night. . . .
and it is so nice to be here, even if the place does look like a tornado
swept through it. . . I am making homemade lemon chicken rice soup today. .
and I have lots of work to catch up on. . I loved all the Valentine's cards,
they have been wonderful. . . especially for a girl who missed out on
Valentine's day this year. .well, unless you count the Black Cherry
Burlesque show my sister and I went to at The Surly Wench Tavern in Tucson.
. LOL. . and then I was way hung over the next day. . it hurted my head. .

I plan on adding some exclusive photos to my kisses group later on (maybe
tomorrow) and putting new ones here. . . I have added a competitive Cat fight
with Dakota to my clips4sale store http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/2066 , I
just need to update the pictures as they did not come out right on the
clipsforsale system. . I will also have more clips available at a
discounted price on my main site. .and more. . I am feeling so good these
days and I just want to be able to give something back to all my sweet fans
who have supported me through my rough goings this last year. . . .

I may have to postpone my first live PPV show as the space I need to shoot
in may not be available then. . actually I may just go ahead and pick new
dates further out to make sure everything is set in place the way I want it.
. so I will probably push it back a month. . . . anyhow's I miss many of
you. . my darlings. . I guess that is dAHHRlings! LOL

kisses and scissors,
Sybil

Friday, February 13, 2009

Valentine Wishes and Kisses

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Sunday, February 01, 2009

Review of "Best 2 out of 3 Falls"

New DVD review/essay

Sybil Starr's newly released DVD, "Best Two Out of Three Falls," is pretty hot stuff, and for lots of reasons. One, of course, is you get to watch two extremely sexy women, Sybil and Jenn, in skimpy black lingerie wrestling for a submission win.

The theme of the DVD is to determine which is stronger. The two arm wrestle first, then strip to their eye-popping underwear to wrestle. (Did I mention they undress each other?)

Anyone who’s watched these sorts of DVDs knows that, for a dramatic third-fall finish, whichever woman wins the first round will lose the second. But the fighting here is still believable, and the match maintains its theme. More than once Jenn drops Sybil to the mat with a bear hug, draining the breath out of the blond. Sybil even comments on how strong Jenn is … just before Jenn kicks her in the ribs while she’s down.

I’ve never seen Jenn before, but I have fought Sybil several times. We’ve wrestled, boxed, arm-wrestled and leg-wrestled, and she’s beaten me every time. In wrestling, she’s barely even had to breath hard; in boxing she’s decked me countless times, and even knocked me out. In a test of strength, Sybil muscled me down onto my knees then over onto my back in just moments.

And these weren’t pretend fights — I’ve had the chipped tooth, bloody nose and aching jaw and midsection to prove it.

Which means I know for a fact Sybil is powerful, certainly stronger than me. And what’s great about this DVD is we see Jenn apparently give her some powerful, believable competition. You really can’t tell who is going to win right up until the final hold.

(Also certainly very sexy but not necessarily as credible is “Boxing with Lia and Sybil,” but that’s because we’re told up front in the DVD description that it’s a commissioned fight with the script calling for Lia to beat up Sybil. So no fair guessing who’s going to win, and win big. Again, two really gorgeous women in bikinis, this time with boxing gloves. But if you want this fight to seem “real,” you’d have to come up with some reason as to how Sybil could get so mercilessly pounded by Lia, given the blond’s excellent boxing form and speed we see demonstrated early on in this match and in other fights. (And, as I say, the skill I’ve suffered first hand … or fist.) So I convince myself when I watch it in my fantasy land that Lia’s punches must be so incredibly damaging, she doesn’t need to land as many to hurt her opponent. Then, once she does gain the advantage, she can pound Sybil senseless. There, does that make sense? It works for me.)

“Best Two Out of Three Falls” is also hot because the fight does go back and forth. Both women are fast, skilled and strong. (And did I mention they’re wearing skimpy black lingerie? And one of them goes topless pretty early on?)

And then there’s the surprise ending. Not this time the traditional pose of the victor with one foot on her defeated opponent and arms raised in triumph, biceps flexed. But, then, after watching this fight, I certainly wouldn’t have minded being the winner or the loser, given what happens next. Yowee.

-- M

Friday, January 30, 2009

HUMAN


The Killers Human Lyrics:


I did my best to notice
when the call came down the line
up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
and sometimes I get nervous
when I see an open door

close your eyes, clear your heart

cut the cord
are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I'm on my knees
looking for the answer
are we human or are we dancer

pay my respects to grace and virtue
send my condolences to good
give my regards to soul and romance
they always did the best they could
and so long to devotion,
you taught me everything I know
wave good bye, wish me well

you gotta let me go
are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I'm on my knees
looking for the answer
are we human or are we dancer

will your system be all right
when you dream of home tonight
there is no message we're receiving
let me know is your heart still beating

are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I'm on my knees
looking for the answer

you've gotta let me know
are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I'm on my knees
looking for the answer
are we human
or are we dancer

are we human or are we dancer

are we human or are we dancer

Thursday, January 29, 2009

In Idleness I Only Find the Misery of Missing Her

I would like to start out by giving my apologies. I can't seem to keep things straight lately. I can't think right or process information correctly. Nor do I seem able to retain information or access it in my head. I am kinda numb, when I am not sad. I work myself up to 20 hours a day, working out, taking care of my family, processing videos. . until I fall asleep at my desk exhausted most nights. And when I stop and I pause, when I am alone, all I find is the absolute misery of missing my mother. Everything seems harder to do right now. It has gotten better. . I swear it has. . but I still miss her so deeply and really don't know how to deal with all these feelings. . I have not returned to my martial arts training since we found out her cancer was back. . I read but don't retain what I read. . it is like the depths of me are sealed off in sadness. . . I fell little passion for anything right now. . besides my family. . . and I want things to be better. . to feel better. . and I keep pushing myself to go through the motions. . but I am more like an robot, just doing the things I am supposed to do. . I am not sure how to make things better anymore. . and some days I wonder why I even try. . .so if I haven't answered your e-mail. . or I haven't filmed your video correctly. . or if whatever you wanted me to do seems to have fallen short of the mark. . I apologize. .. I am doing my best. . . .
I miss her. So much. She was so proud of me. I wouldn't want to let her down, or anyone of you.
Sybil

Thursday, January 22, 2009

SSP Update; Customs, Clips and Contests!

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Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Opportunity

Seize opportunity by the beard, for it is bald behind.-Bulgarian Proverb

There is no security on this earth, there is only opportunity. General MacArthur

Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work.- Thomas Edison

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

SSP Holiday Raffle

Hello all members of the Starr Army!!! And those of you about to be enlisted!

First let me wish each of you a happy holiday! I hope that you can spend it with those you love and find the time in your busy lives for the important things. .. .
This season will be a little difficult for my family as my mother lost her battle with cancer last week. She died peacefully in her sleep December 2nd. We are grieving her loss in our lives and some days it can be very hard for us. The reminders of our loss are all around us this time of year, and I know from the many e-mails I have received, I am not the only one who has lost a loved one and feels it deeply during the holiday season. Please know that I take strength of each of you and that I don't know what I would have done without the many e-mails from my friends and fans. And when I read about you hurting, I hurt with you.

I am not really able to wrestle right now, and am taking a hiatus from training/wrestling/cat fighting/sessions until the new year. . but financially, especially during the Christmas season, this is hard to do. . . so, with help from my friends I have put together a raffle!
If you stop by my yahoo group home page and donate $25 or more you will be automatically entered in a raffle! The prizes are as follows:
1st Place: Either a 30 minute custom video or an hour session or a Sybil Starr Productions merchandise bundle worth $300
2nd place: Three Sybil Starr Production Videos of your choice along with an autographed photo
3rd place: One Sybil Starr Productions video of your choice and an autographed photo.
All entrants will receive a Christmas Card (if you add your address to your donation, or unless you specify otherwise!) and a membership to my secret "Sybil Kisses" yahoo group.
so stop by my yahoo group and hit the donation button located on the front page!
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Also, all my videos are buy one get one free this month. . . . (all free must be of equal or lesser value than the purchased one!)
How do you do this?
Go here to order your video:
http://videos4sale.com/store/2066
then e-mail me directly to tell me what video you would like for free!
sybil.starr@gmail.com

Check out my clips store. . . I have been adding to it!
http://www.clips4sale.com/store/2066


And finally, as a special holiday treat, my dear friend, Kordelia Devonshire is coming to make videos with me on December 21st! So if you have a custom script or pictures you would like, e-mail me now! I am also giving good deals for custom scripts right now. . . sybil.starr@gmail.com


Finally. . let me just say thank you to those people who have already donated, and those who are going to. . this has not been easy for me. . this may actually have been one of the worst things that has happened in my life in recent history. . and I don't wish this pain on anyone. I only hope that each of you have a joyous holiday season, and take the time to appreciate the people around you. . tell them how great they are. . let them know you care. . remember. . no day is promised to us!

kisses and scissors,
Sybil


--
Sybil Starr

www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Sybil Starr 2009


For garages, bedroom, home offices and locker rooms
everywhere! http://www.lulu.com/content/4892033 I am going
to donate half of my profit from every calendar sold to
Fight Breast Cancer. It's the only Christmas present I
really want, to be able to help my mom somehow. Can you help
me?

-- Sybil Starr

www.sybilstarr.com

Monday, November 10, 2008

Top 5 Reasons Why Pro MMA Fighters are Like Prostitutes

Top 5 Reasons Why Pro MMA Fighters are Like Prostitutes
Body: What do these professional entertainers have in common?


5. They wear skimpy outfits to work.




4. After they hit 40, nobody will hire them.




3. Their profession is illegal in nearly every state and country.




2. They insist on being paid to do what everyone else does for free.




1. Messing around with them can be hazardous to your health.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Sybil Starr Productions News

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Monday, November 03, 2008

Metastatic ductal carcinoma of the breast

They say if you can name the monster you can destroy it. . I learned that watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer. . I think. . . . this monster's name I learned on Friday talking to my mom's oncologist, my mom has been attacked by metastatic ductal carcinoma of the breast. What does this mean? My mom is very ill. .her body is full of tumors. They are in her breast, her lung, her lymph nodes and all over her right pelvic bone. And she is in great pain. Admittedly, I am too. My mother (step-mom) is a breast cancer survivor. She fought this demon, and lost a breast to it 12 years ago. She has been cancer free for about 10 years. She has lived to become a grandmother many times over, to see me graduate from college, to see my sister get her PHD, she was a teacher for many years and is an active volunteer in her community. . she has touched so many lives. She is also stubborn as all hell and someone you want at your side during a battle. My mom is ill. She has cancer. She has bad cancer. The kind that comes with a time limit. She has metastatic ductal carcinoma of the breast. Everyday is a new challenge and a gift . but then, what changed from before? Everyday always presents new challenges and is a gift. I hope when you read this you will send some good thoughts her way. Our family really needs it right now. My mom is the heart of our family and having her sick leaves us all so saddened. . she feels helpless and so do we. . but I know it's name now. . I know the name of the beast. . and so do you, so if you know anything about this terrible monster that will help us defeat it, please let us know. Metastatic ductal carcinoma of the breast. Thank you.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sybil Starr Productions is on the rise!!

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Thursday, October 09, 2008

The Song of Surrender


Song of Surrender
Hold me close--
for a night as pure as this
May never return. Stay with me awhile--
For in this birth
Our paths may not cross again.

So what if this tryst
has no tomorrow.
The dreaded guest is at the door.
When his work is done
I will have drawn my last breath.

Why try to reason
what is beyond reason?
You bestow upon me more
Than I'm seeking. What little I give
I lavish upon your yearning.

If this will fill
our begging bowls
Why should laws, oaths, hold us back?
Stretch your arm and take my hand.
History has already written us.


Saleem Peeradina

Monday, October 06, 2008

Long time between the grit

this won't be a blog full of proper english and punctuations. . today what you see is what you might get. . I am tired, can get out of bed. .supposed to working on my roof and fixing some electrical stuff on my house along with going through photos, video processing and training for my fight. . but everytime I start to move around I get dizzy and feverish., . .ugh. . .so I thought i would blog and try to get going, albeit slowly.

I had a great summer. . may have been the most fun every. . many a road trip and adventure. . made lots of new friends and spent lots of time having fun.. maybe it is because fall has set in but I am feeling very thoughtful. . or maybe i am just loopy from this cold. . UGH. . I have ton of new projects in the works. .

Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm
Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm
Catastrophic, not again
I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's insane
Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,
I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle

babbling. .I have spent too much time doing that lately. . there is so much on my mind that had been brewing in my soul and the bubbles of these things are surfacing and breaking to be heard by the general populace., . .
I don't want your safety net. . I just want a little care. . I want to test myself and be tested, I want to be YOUR strongest sword. . I search for purity in this burn, a baptism. . a core group of elements that I can't get down to. . and today I am feverish. . and it is not just the spinning thoughts anymore. . it is a burning forehead and . . I am alone here. . bubbles and swords. . huh

I am a product of my choices. . . these are were my choices and here I am. . . if you want to you can if you want to. .if you want to. . .

what do I look for in the dark basement stairway? what do I think lies down there while i sleep? where were the dreams I let loose on the world? When will it all come home again. . ? And where exactly is home? where is home? how do I find it? will I find it? hmm. . . gypsy road. . gypsy heart . . gypsy feet . . gypsy road. . .

Monday, September 22, 2008

SNUFF by Slipknot

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…

So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint…
My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control…
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don't ever let me know…