I had the pleasure of doing a session w/ Sybil this past weekend. I wasn’t foolish enough to do a scissors challenge (I don’t know how you guys survive it!). It was actually more of a fantasy-type match.
Let me say that this was the 1st time I’ve ever done a session w/ anyone, so I totally didn’t know what to expect. I admitted to her that I was excited, but nervous about the whole thing. Sybil made me feel very comfortable. She greeted me with a warm hug & guided me graciously. She is a very good communicator…her words and her body language were totally open & very friendly. She knew that I wasn’t “sure of myself” as far as how things were to go. She made me feel special, like this was as much fun for her as it was for me.
And, might I add…as sexy as she appears online & in videos, she is every bit as sexy in person; in fact, even more so. And when you combine it w/ her bubbly personality, OMG!
I know that a number of people have posted about having had several sessions w/ Sybil in the past. I now know why they do it over & over again! I just wanted to give an account from a 1st-timer. If you are considering doing this, let me encourage you to do so! You’ll have a blast.
Sybil, thanks again for the great time. I hope it’s not the last.
from hockeysc2006
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Monday, May 04, 2009
New stuff and Things
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=war6UjCdIpA
http://twitter.com/sybilstarr
http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/2066
http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/23515
http://www.images4sale.com/store/2066
http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/24369
http://www.images4sale.com/store/24369
http://sybilstarr.com/down.html
and soon to have many new changes. .
www.sybilstarr.com
new pictures posted at my myspace page!
www.myspace.com/sybilstarr
kisses and scissors,
Sybil
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Charlotte, NC
here I come. .. . this is my first trip to Charlotte in over three years and there is no telling when I may be back again. . .this could be your last chance to book me in Charlotte, NC!
May 9-10
I am available for wrestling/catfighting video shoots
Photoshoots, including bondage and fetish wear
Sessions, mixed wrestling and catfighting. .
to book time with me, e-mail me directly at sybil.starr@gmal.com
stop by my site!
www.sybilstarr.com
Kisses and scissors,
Sybil
ps. book quickly as I book up fast and am already almost completely booked!
May 9-10
I am available for wrestling/catfighting video shoots
Photoshoots, including bondage and fetish wear
Sessions, mixed wrestling and catfighting. .
to book time with me, e-mail me directly at sybil.starr@gmal.com
stop by my site!
www.sybilstarr.com
Kisses and scissors,
Sybil
ps. book quickly as I book up fast and am already almost completely booked!
Friday, April 10, 2009
Sybil Starr Newsletter for April 2009
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Saturday, March 14, 2009
Valentine's Winners!
This years winners of the Sybil Starr Valentine's contest are:
2nd place:
Bill from St. Louis!!!
and he wins
2nd place: autographed photo and video of your choice!
1st place:
Rich from Illinois!
1st place: free half hour session/ or 15 minute custom video/ or 5 Sybil
Starr productions!
Please contact me asasp to claims your prizes!!!
2nd place:
Bill from St. Louis!!!
and he wins
2nd place: autographed photo and video of your choice!
1st place:
Rich from Illinois!
1st place: free half hour session/ or 15 minute custom video/ or 5 Sybil
Starr productions!
Please contact me asasp to claims your prizes!!!
Monday, February 23, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
SO HAPPY TO BE HOME!
well, after 23 days on the road, i finally made it home last night. . . .
and it is so nice to be here, even if the place does look like a tornado
swept through it. . . I am making homemade lemon chicken rice soup today. .
and I have lots of work to catch up on. . I loved all the Valentine's cards,
they have been wonderful. . . especially for a girl who missed out on
Valentine's day this year. .well, unless you count the Black Cherry
Burlesque show my sister and I went to at The Surly Wench Tavern in Tucson.
. LOL. . and then I was way hung over the next day. . it hurted my head. .
I plan on adding some exclusive photos to my kisses group later on (maybe
tomorrow) and putting new ones here. . . I have added a competitive Cat fight
with Dakota to my clips4sale store http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/2066 , I
just need to update the pictures as they did not come out right on the
clipsforsale system. . I will also have more clips available at a
discounted price on my main site. .and more. . I am feeling so good these
days and I just want to be able to give something back to all my sweet fans
who have supported me through my rough goings this last year. . . .
I may have to postpone my first live PPV show as the space I need to shoot
in may not be available then. . actually I may just go ahead and pick new
dates further out to make sure everything is set in place the way I want it.
. so I will probably push it back a month. . . . anyhow's I miss many of
you. . my darlings. . I guess that is dAHHRlings! LOL
kisses and scissors,
Sybil
and it is so nice to be here, even if the place does look like a tornado
swept through it. . . I am making homemade lemon chicken rice soup today. .
and I have lots of work to catch up on. . I loved all the Valentine's cards,
they have been wonderful. . . especially for a girl who missed out on
Valentine's day this year. .well, unless you count the Black Cherry
Burlesque show my sister and I went to at The Surly Wench Tavern in Tucson.
. LOL. . and then I was way hung over the next day. . it hurted my head. .
I plan on adding some exclusive photos to my kisses group later on (maybe
tomorrow) and putting new ones here. . . I have added a competitive Cat fight
with Dakota to my clips4sale store http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/2066 , I
just need to update the pictures as they did not come out right on the
clipsforsale system. . I will also have more clips available at a
discounted price on my main site. .and more. . I am feeling so good these
days and I just want to be able to give something back to all my sweet fans
who have supported me through my rough goings this last year. . . .
I may have to postpone my first live PPV show as the space I need to shoot
in may not be available then. . actually I may just go ahead and pick new
dates further out to make sure everything is set in place the way I want it.
. so I will probably push it back a month. . . . anyhow's I miss many of
you. . my darlings. . I guess that is dAHHRlings! LOL
kisses and scissors,
Sybil
Friday, February 13, 2009
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Review of "Best 2 out of 3 Falls"
New DVD review/essay
Sybil Starr's newly released DVD, "Best Two Out of Three Falls," is pretty hot stuff, and for lots of reasons. One, of course, is you get to watch two extremely sexy women, Sybil and Jenn, in skimpy black lingerie wrestling for a submission win.
The theme of the DVD is to determine which is stronger. The two arm wrestle first, then strip to their eye-popping underwear to wrestle. (Did I mention they undress each other?)
Anyone who’s watched these sorts of DVDs knows that, for a dramatic third-fall finish, whichever woman wins the first round will lose the second. But the fighting here is still believable, and the match maintains its theme. More than once Jenn drops Sybil to the mat with a bear hug, draining the breath out of the blond. Sybil even comments on how strong Jenn is … just before Jenn kicks her in the ribs while she’s down.
I’ve never seen Jenn before, but I have fought Sybil several times. We’ve wrestled, boxed, arm-wrestled and leg-wrestled, and she’s beaten me every time. In wrestling, she’s barely even had to breath hard; in boxing she’s decked me countless times, and even knocked me out. In a test of strength, Sybil muscled me down onto my knees then over onto my back in just moments.
And these weren’t pretend fights — I’ve had the chipped tooth, bloody nose and aching jaw and midsection to prove it.
Which means I know for a fact Sybil is powerful, certainly stronger than me. And what’s great about this DVD is we see Jenn apparently give her some powerful, believable competition. You really can’t tell who is going to win right up until the final hold.
(Also certainly very sexy but not necessarily as credible is “Boxing with Lia and Sybil,” but that’s because we’re told up front in the DVD description that it’s a commissioned fight with the script calling for Lia to beat up Sybil. So no fair guessing who’s going to win, and win big. Again, two really gorgeous women in bikinis, this time with boxing gloves. But if you want this fight to seem “real,” you’d have to come up with some reason as to how Sybil could get so mercilessly pounded by Lia, given the blond’s excellent boxing form and speed we see demonstrated early on in this match and in other fights. (And, as I say, the skill I’ve suffered first hand … or fist.) So I convince myself when I watch it in my fantasy land that Lia’s punches must be so incredibly damaging, she doesn’t need to land as many to hurt her opponent. Then, once she does gain the advantage, she can pound Sybil senseless. There, does that make sense? It works for me.)
“Best Two Out of Three Falls” is also hot because the fight does go back and forth. Both women are fast, skilled and strong. (And did I mention they’re wearing skimpy black lingerie? And one of them goes topless pretty early on?)
And then there’s the surprise ending. Not this time the traditional pose of the victor with one foot on her defeated opponent and arms raised in triumph, biceps flexed. But, then, after watching this fight, I certainly wouldn’t have minded being the winner or the loser, given what happens next. Yowee.
-- M
Sybil Starr's newly released DVD, "Best Two Out of Three Falls," is pretty hot stuff, and for lots of reasons. One, of course, is you get to watch two extremely sexy women, Sybil and Jenn, in skimpy black lingerie wrestling for a submission win.
The theme of the DVD is to determine which is stronger. The two arm wrestle first, then strip to their eye-popping underwear to wrestle. (Did I mention they undress each other?)
Anyone who’s watched these sorts of DVDs knows that, for a dramatic third-fall finish, whichever woman wins the first round will lose the second. But the fighting here is still believable, and the match maintains its theme. More than once Jenn drops Sybil to the mat with a bear hug, draining the breath out of the blond. Sybil even comments on how strong Jenn is … just before Jenn kicks her in the ribs while she’s down.
I’ve never seen Jenn before, but I have fought Sybil several times. We’ve wrestled, boxed, arm-wrestled and leg-wrestled, and she’s beaten me every time. In wrestling, she’s barely even had to breath hard; in boxing she’s decked me countless times, and even knocked me out. In a test of strength, Sybil muscled me down onto my knees then over onto my back in just moments.
And these weren’t pretend fights — I’ve had the chipped tooth, bloody nose and aching jaw and midsection to prove it.
Which means I know for a fact Sybil is powerful, certainly stronger than me. And what’s great about this DVD is we see Jenn apparently give her some powerful, believable competition. You really can’t tell who is going to win right up until the final hold.
(Also certainly very sexy but not necessarily as credible is “Boxing with Lia and Sybil,” but that’s because we’re told up front in the DVD description that it’s a commissioned fight with the script calling for Lia to beat up Sybil. So no fair guessing who’s going to win, and win big. Again, two really gorgeous women in bikinis, this time with boxing gloves. But if you want this fight to seem “real,” you’d have to come up with some reason as to how Sybil could get so mercilessly pounded by Lia, given the blond’s excellent boxing form and speed we see demonstrated early on in this match and in other fights. (And, as I say, the skill I’ve suffered first hand … or fist.) So I convince myself when I watch it in my fantasy land that Lia’s punches must be so incredibly damaging, she doesn’t need to land as many to hurt her opponent. Then, once she does gain the advantage, she can pound Sybil senseless. There, does that make sense? It works for me.)
“Best Two Out of Three Falls” is also hot because the fight does go back and forth. Both women are fast, skilled and strong. (And did I mention they’re wearing skimpy black lingerie? And one of them goes topless pretty early on?)
And then there’s the surprise ending. Not this time the traditional pose of the victor with one foot on her defeated opponent and arms raised in triumph, biceps flexed. But, then, after watching this fight, I certainly wouldn’t have minded being the winner or the loser, given what happens next. Yowee.
-- M
Friday, January 30, 2009
HUMAN
The Killers Human Lyrics:
I did my best to notice
when the call came down the line
up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
and sometimes I get nervous
when I see an open door
close your eyes, clear your heart
cut the cord
are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I'm on my knees
looking for the answer
are we human or are we dancer
pay my respects to grace and virtue
send my condolences to good
give my regards to soul and romance
they always did the best they could
and so long to devotion,
you taught me everything I know
wave good bye, wish me well
you gotta let me go
are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I'm on my knees
looking for the answer
are we human or are we dancer
will your system be all right
when you dream of home tonight
there is no message we're receiving
let me know is your heart still beating
are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I'm on my knees
looking for the answer
you've gotta let me know
are we human or are we dancer
my sign is vital, my hands are cold
and I'm on my knees
looking for the answer
are we human
or are we dancer
are we human or are we dancer
are we human or are we dancer
Thursday, January 29, 2009
In Idleness I Only Find the Misery of Missing Her
I would like to start out by giving my apologies. I can't seem to keep things straight lately. I can't think right or process information correctly. Nor do I seem able to retain information or access it in my head. I am kinda numb, when I am not sad. I work myself up to 20 hours a day, working out, taking care of my family, processing videos. . until I fall asleep at my desk exhausted most nights. And when I stop and I pause, when I am alone, all I find is the absolute misery of missing my mother. Everything seems harder to do right now. It has gotten better. . I swear it has. . but I still miss her so deeply and really don't know how to deal with all these feelings. . I have not returned to my martial arts training since we found out her cancer was back. . I read but don't retain what I read. . it is like the depths of me are sealed off in sadness. . . I fell little passion for anything right now. . besides my family. . . and I want things to be better. . to feel better. . and I keep pushing myself to go through the motions. . but I am more like an robot, just doing the things I am supposed to do. . I am not sure how to make things better anymore. . and some days I wonder why I even try. . .so if I haven't answered your e-mail. . or I haven't filmed your video correctly. . or if whatever you wanted me to do seems to have fallen short of the mark. . I apologize. .. I am doing my best. . . .
I miss her. So much. She was so proud of me. I wouldn't want to let her down, or anyone of you.
Sybil
I miss her. So much. She was so proud of me. I wouldn't want to let her down, or anyone of you.
Sybil
Thursday, January 22, 2009
SSP Update; Customs, Clips and Contests!
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Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Opportunity
Seize opportunity by the beard, for it is bald behind.-Bulgarian Proverb
There is no security on this earth, there is only opportunity. General MacArthur
Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work.- Thomas Edison
There is no security on this earth, there is only opportunity. General MacArthur
Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work.- Thomas Edison
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
SSP Holiday Raffle
Hello all members of the Starr Army!!! And those of you about to be enlisted!
First let me wish each of you a happy holiday! I hope that you can spend it with those you love and find the time in your busy lives for the important things. .. .
This season will be a little difficult for my family as my mother lost her battle with cancer last week. She died peacefully in her sleep December 2nd. We are grieving her loss in our lives and some days it can be very hard for us. The reminders of our loss are all around us this time of year, and I know from the many e-mails I have received, I am not the only one who has lost a loved one and feels it deeply during the holiday season. Please know that I take strength of each of you and that I don't know what I would have done without the many e-mails from my friends and fans. And when I read about you hurting, I hurt with you.
I am not really able to wrestle right now, and am taking a hiatus from training/wrestling/cat fighting/sessions until the new year. . but financially, especially during the Christmas season, this is hard to do. . . so, with help from my friends I have put together a raffle!
If you stop by my yahoo group home page and donate $25 or more you will be automatically entered in a raffle! The prizes are as follows:
1st Place: Either a 30 minute custom video or an hour session or a Sybil Starr Productions merchandise bundle worth $300
2nd place: Three Sybil Starr Production Videos of your choice along with an autographed photo
3rd place: One Sybil Starr Productions video of your choice and an autographed photo.
All entrants will receive a Christmas Card (if you add your address to your donation, or unless you specify otherwise!) and a membership to my secret "Sybil Kisses" yahoo group.
so stop by my yahoo group and hit the donation button located on the front page!
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/
Also, all my videos are buy one get one free this month. . . . (all free must be of equal or lesser value than the purchased one!)
How do you do this?
Go here to order your video:
http://videos4sale.com/store/2066
then e-mail me directly to tell me what video you would like for free!
sybil.starr@gmail.com
Check out my clips store. . . I have been adding to it!
http://www.clips4sale.com/store/2066
And finally, as a special holiday treat, my dear friend, Kordelia Devonshire is coming to make videos with me on December 21st! So if you have a custom script or pictures you would like, e-mail me now! I am also giving good deals for custom scripts right now. . . sybil.starr@gmail.com
Finally. . let me just say thank you to those people who have already donated, and those who are going to. . this has not been easy for me. . this may actually have been one of the worst things that has happened in my life in recent history. . and I don't wish this pain on anyone. I only hope that each of you have a joyous holiday season, and take the time to appreciate the people around you. . tell them how great they are. . let them know you care. . remember. . no day is promised to us!
kisses and scissors,
Sybil
--
Sybil Starr
www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/
First let me wish each of you a happy holiday! I hope that you can spend it with those you love and find the time in your busy lives for the important things. .. .
This season will be a little difficult for my family as my mother lost her battle with cancer last week. She died peacefully in her sleep December 2nd. We are grieving her loss in our lives and some days it can be very hard for us. The reminders of our loss are all around us this time of year, and I know from the many e-mails I have received, I am not the only one who has lost a loved one and feels it deeply during the holiday season. Please know that I take strength of each of you and that I don't know what I would have done without the many e-mails from my friends and fans. And when I read about you hurting, I hurt with you.
I am not really able to wrestle right now, and am taking a hiatus from training/wrestling/cat fighting/sessions until the new year. . but financially, especially during the Christmas season, this is hard to do. . . so, with help from my friends I have put together a raffle!
If you stop by my yahoo group home page and donate $25 or more you will be automatically entered in a raffle! The prizes are as follows:
1st Place: Either a 30 minute custom video or an hour session or a Sybil Starr Productions merchandise bundle worth $300
2nd place: Three Sybil Starr Production Videos of your choice along with an autographed photo
3rd place: One Sybil Starr Productions video of your choice and an autographed photo.
All entrants will receive a Christmas Card (if you add your address to your donation, or unless you specify otherwise!) and a membership to my secret "Sybil Kisses" yahoo group.
so stop by my yahoo group and hit the donation button located on the front page!
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/
Also, all my videos are buy one get one free this month. . . . (all free must be of equal or lesser value than the purchased one!)
How do you do this?
Go here to order your video:
http://videos4sale.com/store/2066
then e-mail me directly to tell me what video you would like for free!
sybil.starr@gmail.com
Check out my clips store. . . I have been adding to it!
http://www.clips4sale.com/store/2066
And finally, as a special holiday treat, my dear friend, Kordelia Devonshire is coming to make videos with me on December 21st! So if you have a custom script or pictures you would like, e-mail me now! I am also giving good deals for custom scripts right now. . . sybil.starr@gmail.com
Finally. . let me just say thank you to those people who have already donated, and those who are going to. . this has not been easy for me. . this may actually have been one of the worst things that has happened in my life in recent history. . and I don't wish this pain on anyone. I only hope that each of you have a joyous holiday season, and take the time to appreciate the people around you. . tell them how great they are. . let them know you care. . remember. . no day is promised to us!
kisses and scissors,
Sybil
--
Sybil Starr
www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Sybil Starr 2009
For garages, bedroom, home offices and locker rooms
everywhere! http://www.lulu.com/content/4892033 I am going
to donate half of my profit from every calendar sold to
Fight Breast Cancer. It's the only Christmas present I
really want, to be able to help my mom somehow. Can you help
me?
-- Sybil Starr
www.sybilstarr.com
Monday, November 10, 2008
Top 5 Reasons Why Pro MMA Fighters are Like Prostitutes
Top 5 Reasons Why Pro MMA Fighters are Like Prostitutes
Body: What do these professional entertainers have in common?
5. They wear skimpy outfits to work.
4. After they hit 40, nobody will hire them.
3. Their profession is illegal in nearly every state and country.
2. They insist on being paid to do what everyone else does for free.
1. Messing around with them can be hazardous to your health.
Body: What do these professional entertainers have in common?
5. They wear skimpy outfits to work.
4. After they hit 40, nobody will hire them.
3. Their profession is illegal in nearly every state and country.
2. They insist on being paid to do what everyone else does for free.
1. Messing around with them can be hazardous to your health.
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Monday, November 03, 2008
Metastatic ductal carcinoma of the breast
They say if you can name the monster you can destroy it. . I learned that watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer. . I think. . . . this monster's name I learned on Friday talking to my mom's oncologist, my mom has been attacked by metastatic ductal carcinoma of the breast. What does this mean? My mom is very ill. .her body is full of tumors. They are in her breast, her lung, her lymph nodes and all over her right pelvic bone. And she is in great pain. Admittedly, I am too. My mother (step-mom) is a breast cancer survivor. She fought this demon, and lost a breast to it 12 years ago. She has been cancer free for about 10 years. She has lived to become a grandmother many times over, to see me graduate from college, to see my sister get her PHD, she was a teacher for many years and is an active volunteer in her community. . she has touched so many lives. She is also stubborn as all hell and someone you want at your side during a battle. My mom is ill. She has cancer. She has bad cancer. The kind that comes with a time limit. She has metastatic ductal carcinoma of the breast. Everyday is a new challenge and a gift . but then, what changed from before? Everyday always presents new challenges and is a gift. I hope when you read this you will send some good thoughts her way. Our family really needs it right now. My mom is the heart of our family and having her sick leaves us all so saddened. . she feels helpless and so do we. . but I know it's name now. . I know the name of the beast. . and so do you, so if you know anything about this terrible monster that will help us defeat it, please let us know. Metastatic ductal carcinoma of the breast. Thank you.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Sybil Starr Productions is on the rise!!
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Thursday, October 09, 2008
The Song of Surrender
Song of Surrender
Hold me close--
for a night as pure as this
May never return. Stay with me awhile--
For in this birth
Our paths may not cross again.
So what if this tryst
has no tomorrow.
The dreaded guest is at the door.
When his work is done
I will have drawn my last breath.
Why try to reason
what is beyond reason?
You bestow upon me more
Than I'm seeking. What little I give
I lavish upon your yearning.
If this will fill
our begging bowls
Why should laws, oaths, hold us back?
Stretch your arm and take my hand.
History has already written us.
Saleem Peeradina
Monday, October 06, 2008
Long time between the grit
this won't be a blog full of proper english and punctuations. . today what you see is what you might get. . I am tired, can get out of bed. .supposed to working on my roof and fixing some electrical stuff on my house along with going through photos, video processing and training for my fight. . but everytime I start to move around I get dizzy and feverish., . .ugh. . .so I thought i would blog and try to get going, albeit slowly.
I had a great summer. . may have been the most fun every. . many a road trip and adventure. . made lots of new friends and spent lots of time having fun.. maybe it is because fall has set in but I am feeling very thoughtful. . or maybe i am just loopy from this cold. . UGH. . I have ton of new projects in the works. .
Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm
Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm
Catastrophic, not again
I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's insane
Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,
I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle
babbling. .I have spent too much time doing that lately. . there is so much on my mind that had been brewing in my soul and the bubbles of these things are surfacing and breaking to be heard by the general populace., . .
I don't want your safety net. . I just want a little care. . I want to test myself and be tested, I want to be YOUR strongest sword. . I search for purity in this burn, a baptism. . a core group of elements that I can't get down to. . and today I am feverish. . and it is not just the spinning thoughts anymore. . it is a burning forehead and . . I am alone here. . bubbles and swords. . huh
I am a product of my choices. . . these are were my choices and here I am. . . if you want to you can if you want to. .if you want to. . .
what do I look for in the dark basement stairway? what do I think lies down there while i sleep? where were the dreams I let loose on the world? When will it all come home again. . ? And where exactly is home? where is home? how do I find it? will I find it? hmm. . . gypsy road. . gypsy heart . . gypsy feet . . gypsy road. . .
I had a great summer. . may have been the most fun every. . many a road trip and adventure. . made lots of new friends and spent lots of time having fun.. maybe it is because fall has set in but I am feeling very thoughtful. . or maybe i am just loopy from this cold. . UGH. . I have ton of new projects in the works. .
Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm
Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm
Catastrophic, not again
I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's insane
Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,
I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle
babbling. .I have spent too much time doing that lately. . there is so much on my mind that had been brewing in my soul and the bubbles of these things are surfacing and breaking to be heard by the general populace., . .
I don't want your safety net. . I just want a little care. . I want to test myself and be tested, I want to be YOUR strongest sword. . I search for purity in this burn, a baptism. . a core group of elements that I can't get down to. . and today I am feverish. . and it is not just the spinning thoughts anymore. . it is a burning forehead and . . I am alone here. . bubbles and swords. . huh
I am a product of my choices. . . these are were my choices and here I am. . . if you want to you can if you want to. .if you want to. . .
what do I look for in the dark basement stairway? what do I think lies down there while i sleep? where were the dreams I let loose on the world? When will it all come home again. . ? And where exactly is home? where is home? how do I find it? will I find it? hmm. . . gypsy road. . gypsy heart . . gypsy feet . . gypsy road. . .
Monday, September 22, 2008
SNUFF by Slipknot
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…
So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint…
My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go
So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control…
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don't ever let me know…
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…
So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint…
My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go
So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control…
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don't ever let me know…
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Hell Slumber Party! Changes! New Video!
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Saturday, August 02, 2008
New Girl coming to Hell! New Comp Match Added to our line up!
Welcome Kinky Karrine!!!!
http://www.onemodelplace.com/model_list.cfm?ID=16837
And thanks to sponsorships there will be a Dakota vs Sybil match!!!!!!
We need more sponsorships to help make this all happen. . . I still need to
be able to fly Jenn in. . . . .
Here is the line up of Competitive Matches for Hell!!!!
Lady Victoria Vs. Sybil Starr
Jenn Vs. Devon
Sybil Starr Vs. Devon
Sybil Starr Vs Dakota
If you would like to sponsor these matches (or another one)
please go here to check out the sponsorship packages:
http://sybilstarr.blogspot.com/2008/08/hell-sponsorship-packages-part-deux.html
Here is the list of all the girls attending:
Sybil Starr
Devon http://www.myspace.com/devonatl
Lady Victoria http://www.myspace.com/irngal
Dakota http://www.dakotafights.com/Pictures.html
Jenn http://www.webringit.com/
Kordelia http://www.myspace.com/kordeliadevonshire
Karrine http://www.onemodelplace.com/model_list.cfm?ID=16837
and our jobber boy:
Van the Man
and all Custom videos will be shoot in Hi definition!
and pricing is cheap!!
Custom videos start out at $10 per minute! so you could get a ten minute
clip for $100!!! But all scripts and money must be in by August 15th. . .
this is one heck of a line up with some very talented girls. ..
Custom photos are $3 per picture with a 13 picture minimum!
We are starting to get some great scripts in for the contest. . but make
sure you get yours in too!
Hell Custom Script Contest!I
will produce the winner's script!!!
here is how it works:
write your script!
e-mail it to me in either e-mail format or microsoft word format to
sybil.starr@gmail.com
I will pick my ten top favorites as finalist and upload them as files to my
yahoo group. . . . then everyone can vote on their favorites!
The winner is the one will the most votes and it will be produced in HELL!
All scripts must be in by August 15th! Hell weekend takes place August
27-31th!
Of course. . this is all about making your fantasies come true. . . ;)
But we need help to do all of that!!!!
I can never thank all of our sponsors enough. . and the custom scripts that
have come in so far have been great. . . but we have time for much more!!!!
Kisses and scissors,
Sybil
ps. . don't forget I will be in San Diego in a couple of weeks. . let's book
time to get together! August 18th-21st!
--
Sybil Starr
www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/
http://www.onemodelplace.com/model_list.cfm?ID=16837
And thanks to sponsorships there will be a Dakota vs Sybil match!!!!!!
We need more sponsorships to help make this all happen. . . I still need to
be able to fly Jenn in. . . . .
Here is the line up of Competitive Matches for Hell!!!!
Lady Victoria Vs. Sybil Starr
Jenn Vs. Devon
Sybil Starr Vs. Devon
Sybil Starr Vs Dakota
If you would like to sponsor these matches (or another one)
please go here to check out the sponsorship packages:
http://sybilstarr.blogspot.com/2008/08/hell-sponsorship-packages-part-deux.html
Here is the list of all the girls attending:
Sybil Starr
Devon http://www.myspace.com/devonatl
Lady Victoria http://www.myspace.com/irngal
Dakota http://www.dakotafights.com/Pictures.html
Jenn http://www.webringit.com/
Kordelia http://www.myspace.com/kordeliadevonshire
Karrine http://www.onemodelplace.com/model_list.cfm?ID=16837
and our jobber boy:
Van the Man
and all Custom videos will be shoot in Hi definition!
and pricing is cheap!!
Custom videos start out at $10 per minute! so you could get a ten minute
clip for $100!!! But all scripts and money must be in by August 15th. . .
this is one heck of a line up with some very talented girls. ..
Custom photos are $3 per picture with a 13 picture minimum!
We are starting to get some great scripts in for the contest. . but make
sure you get yours in too!
Hell Custom Script Contest!I
will produce the winner's script!!!
here is how it works:
write your script!
e-mail it to me in either e-mail format or microsoft word format to
sybil.starr@gmail.com
I will pick my ten top favorites as finalist and upload them as files to my
yahoo group. . . . then everyone can vote on their favorites!
The winner is the one will the most votes and it will be produced in HELL!
All scripts must be in by August 15th! Hell weekend takes place August
27-31th!
Of course. . this is all about making your fantasies come true. . . ;)
But we need help to do all of that!!!!
I can never thank all of our sponsors enough. . and the custom scripts that
have come in so far have been great. . . but we have time for much more!!!!
Kisses and scissors,
Sybil
ps. . don't forget I will be in San Diego in a couple of weeks. . let's book
time to get together! August 18th-21st!
--
Sybil Starr
www.sybilstarr.com
http://sports.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/
Hell Sponsorship Packages part deux
The Silver Package--$50
For a $50 Sponsorship contribution, one gets a copy of any one of the matches before it is released to the general public and a photo CD of the fight. A one year membership to the private Kissing/Scissoring booth yahoo group is also included.
The Gold Package--$100
For a $100 Sponsorship contribution, one gets a copy of the dvd of any two of the matches before they are released to the general public, a photo CD of the fights. A one year membership to the private Kissing/Scissoring booth yahoo group is also included.
The Platinum Package--$200
For a $200 Sponsorship contribution, you get a copy of the dvd of all of the matches before they are released to the general public, two other dvds of your choosing, a photo CD of the fights, and a CD of all the special pictures taken that weekend. . including the behind the scenes ones. . .A one year membership to the private Kissing/Scissoring booth yahoo group is also included.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Boxing Session Testimonial
I got beaten up by that girl again.
Sybil and I have been boxing every few months for the past two years, and she’s won every time, and decisively.
I think I’ve gotten slightly better. I even had Sybil trapped briefly and landed a number of punches to her side. But she later said, no, she was merely resting. And that’s probably the case, as she easily punched her way out when she was ready.
In fact, at least three times during this last fight she worked me against the wall and I couldn’t even defend myself as she skillfully pummeled my face and midsection for what seemed like almost a full minute. My only escape was when she let me out — most likely figuring that if she kept it up she’d knock me out, ending the session — or my legs gave way and I collapsed in a pathetic heap on the floor.
More than once we were in the middle of the room and my friend was punching me at will — hooks, crosses, uppercuts — giving a clear demonstration of her far superior ability, speed and strength.
She almost did KO me, at least two or three times. I remember once, as I was lying face down and trying to clear my head after this slender woman had pounded me to the floor, Sybil planted her foot on my back. If not a complete triumph yet, it certainly could’ve been if that’s what she’d wanted.
I’d like to write a blow-by-blow account of this past week’s fight, but frankly it’s too much of a blur. My jaw still hurts, and I can still feel where her fists pounded my ribs and belly, again and again.
I’m six inches taller than Sybil and outweigh her by more than 50 pounds. Yet we can stand toe to toe and trade punches, and she always gets the better of me. And it’s been a long time since I’ve won arm-wrestling her; she always beats me now, right- and left-handed.
Sybil seems to get faster, more skilled, stronger and more gorgeous each time. For our last match, she wore a skimpy, reddish-white-and-blue bikini — as if she needed any distractions in her favor ….
It’s an amazing experience, to be boxing this sexy, smart, funny, confident woman as she’s connecting with four to five punches for my every one — and soon the fight shifts completely and she’s landing all the punches. And all the while, Sybil’s smiling with those beautiful, perfect, white teeth, and laughing with that deep laugh.
At the end of our hour-long session this last time, the result was Sybil: seven knock downs; me: none. At the end of the session, it took a long time before I could get up off the floor.
Actually if I’ve learned anything, it’s that if I do manage to do even some minor damage against my opponent, Sybil just turns up the power and punches back harder and faster.
No good punch goes unpunished.
— M.
Sybil and I have been boxing every few months for the past two years, and she’s won every time, and decisively.
I think I’ve gotten slightly better. I even had Sybil trapped briefly and landed a number of punches to her side. But she later said, no, she was merely resting. And that’s probably the case, as she easily punched her way out when she was ready.
In fact, at least three times during this last fight she worked me against the wall and I couldn’t even defend myself as she skillfully pummeled my face and midsection for what seemed like almost a full minute. My only escape was when she let me out — most likely figuring that if she kept it up she’d knock me out, ending the session — or my legs gave way and I collapsed in a pathetic heap on the floor.
More than once we were in the middle of the room and my friend was punching me at will — hooks, crosses, uppercuts — giving a clear demonstration of her far superior ability, speed and strength.
She almost did KO me, at least two or three times. I remember once, as I was lying face down and trying to clear my head after this slender woman had pounded me to the floor, Sybil planted her foot on my back. If not a complete triumph yet, it certainly could’ve been if that’s what she’d wanted.
I’d like to write a blow-by-blow account of this past week’s fight, but frankly it’s too much of a blur. My jaw still hurts, and I can still feel where her fists pounded my ribs and belly, again and again.
I’m six inches taller than Sybil and outweigh her by more than 50 pounds. Yet we can stand toe to toe and trade punches, and she always gets the better of me. And it’s been a long time since I’ve won arm-wrestling her; she always beats me now, right- and left-handed.
Sybil seems to get faster, more skilled, stronger and more gorgeous each time. For our last match, she wore a skimpy, reddish-white-and-blue bikini — as if she needed any distractions in her favor ….
It’s an amazing experience, to be boxing this sexy, smart, funny, confident woman as she’s connecting with four to five punches for my every one — and soon the fight shifts completely and she’s landing all the punches. And all the while, Sybil’s smiling with those beautiful, perfect, white teeth, and laughing with that deep laugh.
At the end of our hour-long session this last time, the result was Sybil: seven knock downs; me: none. At the end of the session, it took a long time before I could get up off the floor.
Actually if I’ve learned anything, it’s that if I do manage to do even some minor damage against my opponent, Sybil just turns up the power and punches back harder and faster.
No good punch goes unpunished.
— M.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Hell Cometh!!
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The time is ticking down to HELL!!!! Sybil Starr Production's Slumber Party
in Hell, MI!!
Want to see some of the things that have come out of Hell in the past?
http://ph.groups.yahoo.com/group/sybilstarrgroup/photos/browse/ffd3
Here is the line up of Competitive Matches for Hell!!!!
Lady Victoria Vs. Sybil Starr
Jenn Vs' Devon
Sybil Starr Vs. Devon
I hope we can get some interest in Dakota doing some competitive matches as
she is a wild cat on the mats., . and well, everywhere else ;)
If you would like to sponsor these matches (or another one)
please go here to check out the sponsorship packages:
http://sybilstarr.blogspot.com/2008/07/sponsorship-packages-for-competitve.html
Here is the list of all the girls attending:
Sybil Starr
Devon http://www.myspace.com/devonatl
Lady Victoria http://www.myspace.com/irngal
Dakota http://www.dakotafights.com/Pictures.html
Jenn http://www.webringit.com/
Kordelia http://www.myspace.com/kordeliadevonshire
and all Custom videos will be shoot in Hi definition!
and pricing is cheap!!
Custom videos start out at $10 per minute! so you could get a ten minute
clip for $100!!! But all scripts and money must be in by August 15th. . .
this is one heck of a line up with some very talented girls. ..
Custom photos are $3 per picture with a 13 picture minimum!
To get those creative juices flowing we are also doing a custom script
contest this year!
ANNOUNCING:
Hell Custom Script Contest!I
will produce the winner's script!!!
here is how it works:
write your script!
e-mail it to me in either e-mail format or microsoft word format to
sybil.starr@gmail.com
I will pick my ten top favorites as finalist and upload them as files to my
yahoo group. . . . then everyone can vote on their favorites!
The winner is the one will the most votes and it will be produced in HELL!
All scripts must be in by August 15th! Hell weekend takes place August
27-31th!
I hope you will all help me to make this event as successful, if not more
so, than last year. . but we can't do it without you. . . so here is your
chance!
kisses and scissors,
Sybil
Sponsorship Packages for Competitve matches in HELL!
Currently, three Competitive matches are scheduled to occur in Hell, but if you would like to see a different match take place, please e-mail me directly to discuss this!!!
Lady Victoria (5'2" 145#) vs Sybil Starr (5'4" 120#)
Devon (5'3" 120#) vs Jenn (5'2" 135#)
Devon (5'3" 120#) vs Sybil Starr (5'4" 120#)
all matches will be recored in High Definition. . ..
there are three sponsorship packages available
The Silver Package--$50
For a $50 Sponsorship contribution, one gets a copy of any one of the matches before it is released to the general public and a photo CD of the fight. A one year membership to the private Kissing/Scissoring booth yahoo group is also included.
The Gold Package--$100
For a $100 Sponsorship contribution, one gets a copy of the dvd of any two of the matches before they are released to the general public, a photo CD of the fights. A one year membership to the private Kissing/Scissoring booth yahoo group is also included.
The Platinum Package--$200
For a $200 Sponsorship contribution, you get a copy of the dvd of all of the matches before they are released to the general public, two other dvds of your choosing, a photo CD of the fights, and a CD of all the special pictures taken that weekend. . including the behind the scenes ones. . .A one year membership to the private Kissing/Scissoring booth yahoo group is also included.
Lady Victoria (5'2" 145#) vs Sybil Starr (5'4" 120#)
Devon (5'3" 120#) vs Jenn (5'2" 135#)
Devon (5'3" 120#) vs Sybil Starr (5'4" 120#)
all matches will be recored in High Definition. . ..
there are three sponsorship packages available
The Silver Package--$50
For a $50 Sponsorship contribution, one gets a copy of any one of the matches before it is released to the general public and a photo CD of the fight. A one year membership to the private Kissing/Scissoring booth yahoo group is also included.
The Gold Package--$100
For a $100 Sponsorship contribution, one gets a copy of the dvd of any two of the matches before they are released to the general public, a photo CD of the fights. A one year membership to the private Kissing/Scissoring booth yahoo group is also included.
The Platinum Package--$200
For a $200 Sponsorship contribution, you get a copy of the dvd of all of the matches before they are released to the general public, two other dvds of your choosing, a photo CD of the fights, and a CD of all the special pictures taken that weekend. . including the behind the scenes ones. . .A one year membership to the private Kissing/Scissoring booth yahoo group is also included.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Whiskey in the Jar
As I was going over the Cork and Kerry Mountains
I saw Captain Farrell and his money he was countin'
I first produced my pistol and then produced my rapier
I said "Stand and deliver or the devil he may take ya"
I took all of his money and it was a pretty penny
I took all of his money yeah and I brought it home to Molly
She swore that she loved me no never would she leave me
But the devil take that woman, yeah, for you know she tricked me easy
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Being drunk and weary I went to Molly's chamber
Takin' my Molly with me, but I never knew the danger
For about six or maybe seven in walked Captain Farrell
I jumped up, fired my pistols, and I shot him with both barrels
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Yeah, whiskey, yo, whiskey...
Oh-oh, ya
Now some men like a fishin', but some men like the fowlin'
Some men like to hear, to hear the cannonball a-roarin'
But me, I like sleepin', `specially in my Molly's chamber
But here I am in prison, here I am with a ball and chain, yeah
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Whiskey in the jar-o
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, hey
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ya
I saw Captain Farrell and his money he was countin'
I first produced my pistol and then produced my rapier
I said "Stand and deliver or the devil he may take ya"
I took all of his money and it was a pretty penny
I took all of his money yeah and I brought it home to Molly
She swore that she loved me no never would she leave me
But the devil take that woman, yeah, for you know she tricked me easy
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Being drunk and weary I went to Molly's chamber
Takin' my Molly with me, but I never knew the danger
For about six or maybe seven in walked Captain Farrell
I jumped up, fired my pistols, and I shot him with both barrels
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Yeah, whiskey, yo, whiskey...
Oh-oh, ya
Now some men like a fishin', but some men like the fowlin'
Some men like to hear, to hear the cannonball a-roarin'
But me, I like sleepin', `specially in my Molly's chamber
But here I am in prison, here I am with a ball and chain, yeah
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Whiskey in the jar-o
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, hey
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ya
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
August 25, 2005--Old Lost Blog
The Valley of the Sun
I landed in beautiful Phoenix on Friday morning. . with one tussle scheduled for lunch time and a photo shoot for that evening. . my sister, when I landed, was already on her way to get me. . .she got to there before my luggage! It was so great to see her. . . and instantly I remembered how we fit together, I could finish her sentences--we spoke the same language! And she looked beautiful, of course. . LOL! It was a kind of home coming. . .
Friday was great—I made a few new friends, had a great lunch time bout, swam in my sister’s pool, and got tied up!!!! The photo shoot was for www.bondagebyrick.com and Rick is the nicest guy—and he ties a great knot! Afterwards my Sis took me out to Scotsdale to a bar called “Sugar Daddy’s”. .it was cool, the atmosphere was great and it was hopping. . and that huge full moon hanging overhead. . every bar there was like half indoor half outdoor. . .I sat out front with my sister and a friend she had brought along and sipped on my gin and juice, until I was passing out. . the time zone change made it very late for me. . even though it was only 10:30 PM there. . .
Saturday was another great day—I got to see an old friend. . LOL. . for Judo and Karate and made a found a new scissor slave. . . and I got tied up again. . . !! This time I got to spank a pretty girl, too! And to think, I got paid to do it!! Life is pretty sweet! Afterwards my sister took me out to her favorite bar—Four Peaks Brewery, where we met up with a bunch of her friends and drank a beer called Kilt lifter. . . oh Boy!!! When I started throwing things into other people’s drinks at other tables, my sister wisely decided it was time to head home!
Sunday. . . my day off to spend with my sissy. . We went out to breakfast. . where I had an avocado and crab omelet. . yummy! We got massages; we went up South Mountain so I could see all of wonderful Phoenix!
—by the time we woke up in the morning it would already be 90 degrees outside—I went during the hot season, where everyone tries to stay indoors, but I was loving that dry heat.. so different from this muggy place. . . things I learned in Phoenix. . .I don’t like Ethiopian food, Gatorade helps to keep you from dehydrating better than water, you can get good massages at a massage therapy school, and I need to ask more questions on the phone when a guy says he wants to fight me competitively. . but I will get into that one later. . LOL
And then we went to Frank and Lupe’s for dinner-I had Tamales. . and we were pretty wiped out after that. . we went home and went to bed!
Monday!
I got a re-match of my lunch date on Friday—and we had another great time. . ! and then I had stupidly agreed to a competitive fight with a guy who was 190# and trained in hand to hand combat by the military—he had never fought a girl as small as me and had me in a hammer lock and a head lock when he sat and put his full weight on my rib cage. . until I heard pop pop pop near my sternum and felt great pain! The x-rays showed that nothing was broke and the doctor said I should be fine to fight that evening—just to make sure I iced my chest afterwards. . . just badly bruised. . . so I fought some more that night and passed out hard! My plane was leaving at 6:15 the next morning. .
That, in a nutshell, was my trip.. with Tuesday spent flying on two different planes with three different stops and three time zones. . . 6 hours of flying and lots of travel. . to get back home and pass out on my couch at 7:30 PM. . LOL
I landed in beautiful Phoenix on Friday morning. . with one tussle scheduled for lunch time and a photo shoot for that evening. . my sister, when I landed, was already on her way to get me. . .she got to there before my luggage! It was so great to see her. . . and instantly I remembered how we fit together, I could finish her sentences--we spoke the same language! And she looked beautiful, of course. . LOL! It was a kind of home coming. . .
Friday was great—I made a few new friends, had a great lunch time bout, swam in my sister’s pool, and got tied up!!!! The photo shoot was for www.bondagebyrick.com and Rick is the nicest guy—and he ties a great knot! Afterwards my Sis took me out to Scotsdale to a bar called “Sugar Daddy’s”. .it was cool, the atmosphere was great and it was hopping. . and that huge full moon hanging overhead. . every bar there was like half indoor half outdoor. . .I sat out front with my sister and a friend she had brought along and sipped on my gin and juice, until I was passing out. . the time zone change made it very late for me. . even though it was only 10:30 PM there. . .
Saturday was another great day—I got to see an old friend. . LOL. . for Judo and Karate and made a found a new scissor slave. . . and I got tied up again. . . !! This time I got to spank a pretty girl, too! And to think, I got paid to do it!! Life is pretty sweet! Afterwards my sister took me out to her favorite bar—Four Peaks Brewery, where we met up with a bunch of her friends and drank a beer called Kilt lifter. . . oh Boy!!! When I started throwing things into other people’s drinks at other tables, my sister wisely decided it was time to head home!
Sunday. . . my day off to spend with my sissy. . We went out to breakfast. . where I had an avocado and crab omelet. . yummy! We got massages; we went up South Mountain so I could see all of wonderful Phoenix!
—by the time we woke up in the morning it would already be 90 degrees outside—I went during the hot season, where everyone tries to stay indoors, but I was loving that dry heat.. so different from this muggy place. . . things I learned in Phoenix. . .I don’t like Ethiopian food, Gatorade helps to keep you from dehydrating better than water, you can get good massages at a massage therapy school, and I need to ask more questions on the phone when a guy says he wants to fight me competitively. . but I will get into that one later. . LOL
And then we went to Frank and Lupe’s for dinner-I had Tamales. . and we were pretty wiped out after that. . we went home and went to bed!
Monday!
I got a re-match of my lunch date on Friday—and we had another great time. . ! and then I had stupidly agreed to a competitive fight with a guy who was 190# and trained in hand to hand combat by the military—he had never fought a girl as small as me and had me in a hammer lock and a head lock when he sat and put his full weight on my rib cage. . until I heard pop pop pop near my sternum and felt great pain! The x-rays showed that nothing was broke and the doctor said I should be fine to fight that evening—just to make sure I iced my chest afterwards. . . just badly bruised. . . so I fought some more that night and passed out hard! My plane was leaving at 6:15 the next morning. .
That, in a nutshell, was my trip.. with Tuesday spent flying on two different planes with three different stops and three time zones. . . 6 hours of flying and lots of travel. . to get back home and pass out on my couch at 7:30 PM. . LOL
Monday, June 16, 2008
Live Female Wrestling Matches!!
WOMEN'S WRESTLING CONVENTION RETURNS TO SAN DIEGO IN OCTOBER!
The next Women’s Wrestling Convention will be held October 24-26, 2008 in San Diego, California at the Marriott Mission Valley.
This is your opportunity to meet and interact with combatants, fans, producers, and vendors from around the world!
The WWC venue offers LIVE submission, pin, pro-style, catfight, boxing, and mixed-style matches in a full-scale professional ring, as well as private session rooms available around the clock throughout the weekend. Ask anyone who attended our last convention in April, and you will know that you don’t want to miss this one.
THE DEADLINE FOR PREFERRED PRICING ON TICKETS IS AUGUST 1, 2008. Admission is free for all combatants and female fans.
For ticket information, important deadlines, and more, go to our official Yahoo group page, http://groups. yahoo. com/group/WomansWrestlingConvention/.
Start making your plans to attend TODAY!
Rebecca Lee
Public Affairs Officer
Women’s Combative Sports Association/WWC
Contact:
rebeccaleepalmer@yahoo.com
(760) 560-7708
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Current Favorite Song
Right Hand on my Heart
The Whigs
All the fallen leaves will find their branches again
Raindrops from the heavens I'll eventually swim
A river, an ocean, a wave in my heart
We got your money now we'll make a new start
All the fallen leaves will find their branches again
Raindrops in the heavens I'll eventually swim
River, an ocean, a wave in my heart
We got your money now we'll make a new start
In another week, promise?
In another year, promise?
Put your right hand on my heart
All the fallen leaves will find their branches again
The raindrops in the heavens I'll eventually swim
Don't bypass the train-tracks that lead to my heart
The Whigs
All the fallen leaves will find their branches again
Raindrops from the heavens I'll eventually swim
A river, an ocean, a wave in my heart
We got your money now we'll make a new start
All the fallen leaves will find their branches again
Raindrops in the heavens I'll eventually swim
River, an ocean, a wave in my heart
We got your money now we'll make a new start
In another week, promise?
In another year, promise?
Put your right hand on my heart
All the fallen leaves will find their branches again
The raindrops in the heavens I'll eventually swim
Don't bypass the train-tracks that lead to my heart
SS Quick update
Holla Starr Army. . .
LOL
I am home. . back in the SStarr Hideout with the SStarr car parked in the driveway! this superhero is pooped!!!
I had the best time of my life this last trip. . actually hated coming home (never had that happen before!. . but someone said they believe that San Diego must be what heaven looks like, so they never want to go there because they will never want to leave. . . and it rings true. . I have watched Top Gun twice already since I got home just to see all the places I miss so badly. . already! UGH!) Anyhow. . I am home . . and hurting. . LOL
The house is still in one piece and I had three very fine gentlemen offer to take care of all my yard work today. . so what is a girl to do? But rest and maybe roller skate at the 80's skate later tonight. . . LOL. .
Admittedly though, I am exhausted. . .I ran barefoot on Mission Beach Friday (boy are my calves hurting!!). . . 4 miles and I flew my kite and played in the waves and napped. . and then my big brother called me. . he lives about an hour from San Diego. . . so I headed up to his place and spent the night before I left with my family. . .
my big bro and I got our drink on. . . we had a helluva time together. . he was so funny. . trying to tell me what I could and couldn't do. . being my big brother I guess. . . he doesn't want me riding motorcycles and he thinks I should move to where he is. . . LOL. . . good times. . but it made it that much harder to leave. . . but I did it. . I made it home last night and my girlfriend Patty was nice enough to come pick me up at the airport. . one piece of my luggage has not made it here yet. . and I wasn't very good company last night as I was utterly exhausted. .. I am feeling a bit better now. . . anyhow. . the trip was perfect.. in every way. . and now I am home and craving the waves. . I want to learn to surf and scuba dive. .
and my TIGERS are kicking butt. . .
OK. . so I am home. . hear that Michigan boys? Who wants to rassle? If you dare. . . .
LOL
I am home. . back in the SStarr Hideout with the SStarr car parked in the driveway! this superhero is pooped!!!
I had the best time of my life this last trip. . actually hated coming home (never had that happen before!. . but someone said they believe that San Diego must be what heaven looks like, so they never want to go there because they will never want to leave. . . and it rings true. . I have watched Top Gun twice already since I got home just to see all the places I miss so badly. . already! UGH!) Anyhow. . I am home . . and hurting. . LOL
The house is still in one piece and I had three very fine gentlemen offer to take care of all my yard work today. . so what is a girl to do? But rest and maybe roller skate at the 80's skate later tonight. . . LOL. .
Admittedly though, I am exhausted. . .I ran barefoot on Mission Beach Friday (boy are my calves hurting!!). . . 4 miles and I flew my kite and played in the waves and napped. . and then my big brother called me. . he lives about an hour from San Diego. . . so I headed up to his place and spent the night before I left with my family. . .
my big bro and I got our drink on. . . we had a helluva time together. . he was so funny. . trying to tell me what I could and couldn't do. . being my big brother I guess. . . he doesn't want me riding motorcycles and he thinks I should move to where he is. . . LOL. . . good times. . but it made it that much harder to leave. . . but I did it. . I made it home last night and my girlfriend Patty was nice enough to come pick me up at the airport. . one piece of my luggage has not made it here yet. . and I wasn't very good company last night as I was utterly exhausted. .. I am feeling a bit better now. . . anyhow. . the trip was perfect.. in every way. . and now I am home and craving the waves. . I want to learn to surf and scuba dive. .
and my TIGERS are kicking butt. . .
OK. . so I am home. . hear that Michigan boys? Who wants to rassle? If you dare. . . .
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Hollywood Update
I just wanted to take a moment to capture what I am feeling and experiencing currently. . . amazement, joy. . so much more. . . this trip to Cali has been outrageous!!
I have gone to two baseball games/stadiums, I have gone sea kayaking, fought Kristie Etzold competitively, I have walked the beaches, shopped, wrestled some more, trained at Throwdown Gym-San Diego, I am currently at Robin's house in LA. . I spent a the night getting drunk on red wine with her neighbor until the wee hours of the morning. . and now I am waiting for her to return with lunch and coffee. . . . oh. . and there is this boy. . he has hazel eyes and a wonderful grin. Have you ever felt something perfectly all through your soul?
Sometimes you do become a rockstarr just by living out the blessings that are inside of you. . .listen to that little voice inside of you. . be true to it. .
kisses
I have gone to two baseball games/stadiums, I have gone sea kayaking, fought Kristie Etzold competitively, I have walked the beaches, shopped, wrestled some more, trained at Throwdown Gym-San Diego, I am currently at Robin's house in LA. . I spent a the night getting drunk on red wine with her neighbor until the wee hours of the morning. . and now I am waiting for her to return with lunch and coffee. . . . oh. . and there is this boy. . he has hazel eyes and a wonderful grin. Have you ever felt something perfectly all through your soul?
Sometimes you do become a rockstarr just by living out the blessings that are inside of you. . .listen to that little voice inside of you. . be true to it. .
kisses
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
Back to Square One---a Sybil Starr Session review
Usually, after a session with Sybil, I stop at the nearest Fed Ex Kinko's and write a review. This time, I had other pressing committments and only sent her a personal, hearfelt thank you w/o posting a review.
Today she reminded me that I owe her a review, and here it is.
I have titled the session review "Back to Square One" for at least two reasons
First, she dominated me as completely, even though she won fewer submissions, as she did the first time she defeated me.
Second, because the experience was for me as completely fulfilling as our very first session, which I still dream about. It was not just the wrestling, which was awesome as always. It was also the care and concern she took for me personally that made it just as fulfilling as the magic of that "first time", so to speak. I'm no longer "booking a session" when I see Sybil. I have not for a long time. Rather, I am seeing my friend...who cares about me more than I deserve...and wrestling is the intense but tasty icing on the cake.
For instance, she made time in her super-busy schedule to actually train with our session in mind, not just her regular routine. I was SO touched when she told me that, because for a woman with her skill and champion heart, to respect MY meager skills (in comparison) enought to train to specifically best me just made my day...no, my month!
Thirdly, because during the session I "threw down the gauntlet" as she put it. At our first session, because she was the same size as an old girlfriend who beat me in a test of strength, I asked her to do one with me. I did the same this session...and it was the only time I did anywhere near compete with her. Even though fighting a test of strength physically hurt her, she did it for me anyway. I was so pleased and touched i almost cried, and i am man enough to admit it.
And, she spent time with me, just being my friend, and treating me like the most important person in the world...well, that last sentence had nothing to do with the review title, I just wanted to brag on her. She is also an awesome cook...the first woman who ever cooked lunch for me while wearing a bikini...I get chills just thinking about it....but I digress...
Okay, here's the detail of the fight.
We started out the session in our usual clinch, but she aggressively countered every move I attempted to put her off balance. Instead, she actually mounted me. She pushed me down, leveraging her luscious body to force me, slowly but surely, onto my back. I had expected her to evade my clinch attempt and get my back and I was totally fooled, then overpowered...with what seemed like only seconds she had me in a powerful headlock. I fought desperately to hold out against the pressure she expertly applied to a pressure point. I can often hold out long enough to force her to reapply a hold or try a new one, but the burning, screaming pain made me tap after only a short time in the hold. Sybil one, bearhugger nothing!
She toweled me off, we grabbed a sip of water, and went again. I did a little better, actually grasping her behind the neck and left bicep and slamming her to the mat. She took me best blow and almost immediately began to force her escape. She refused to let me weight dominance hold her back; within a minute or two she had completely escaped and was on the attack!
I had not done cardio workouts for two months and it showed. She used a knee to the belly attack and pulled me against the powerful and relentless pressure of her sexy knee. She then swept me to the floor and again mounted me. I tried to apply a bearhug and she grimaced for a moment, then attacked with her arms and soon had me pushed to the floor and flattened. She applied a smother (which I was hinting in messages i wanted her to do) and the intensely sensous, painful pleasure wore me down. I eventually forced my way up to my knees but she grasped me in a guillotine choke eventually...which began a chain of moves that allowed her to apply the arm bar she was secretly setting me up for. I bucked, I rolled, I fought for probably two minutes and eventually she had to reset her hold. But she never let go and never stopped her powerful pressure...she had me so dominated that she was able to playfully slap my face as if she were applying a mouth smother, then BOOM, had my arm
painfully extended. I kept fighting until she had to jerk my elbow in an "I'll break your arm" kind of painful manner until I tapped. She thanked me for tapping because (I hope) she would have continued to apply pressure and not insulted me by letting me go before tapping. The only time I want her to not pressure me up to the very limit of my endurance is when i am in a sleeper...she can break my arm but my throat is my livelihood, and she is very careful with that.
Our final fall started with her challenging me to an arm wrestling match afterward. She was, despite her protestations to the contrary, keeping track of the falls,. Since she was beating me so regularly for at least a year I had finally asked her to agree to arm wrestle me in those situations, so I can at least win something (I am still much stronger than she).
She began to apply some new moves. For the first time in a long time I was able to counter some of her more familiar moves. During this fall, I actually was able to slam her again to the floor and got in perfect side control. Unfortunately, I began to get her into a joint lock I had only seen but never used before. Just as in an earlier fall, when I refused to press an advantage i had gotten by merely using my superior weight, I asked if we could reset. I will NOT use a hold that will damage my friend...if I break her, we can't play anymore. And I never want to stop playing with Sybil. Anyway, I digress.
In this fall she then took total control. She scissored me more powerfully than she EVER has before, first my head and then my body. I immediately began to moan, then yell, then scream, and received a triumphant giggle as my reward...I LOVE it when she makes noise, teases me, and giggles when we fight. I admit it, I'm into pain...but this went WAY over the line that I could cope with...she took me right to the edge than let me go. I relaxed and she made a smart, funny comment...I began to laugh...and then she tapped my neck as if to say "BH< I'm going to choke you now, take heed" and I said "Yeah, I guess throwing my head back and laughing is not good technique, is it'. Another big giggle was my reward...this was rapidly becoming the most fun fall I ever lost!
And lose it I did. Though Sybil is lovely and sweet she is not stupid, and began to take advantage of my weakened condition. I grasped her forearm and fought like the devil, but I had given her too good an opening.
Instead of laughing and teasing she became deadly serious...she silently fought against my strong pressure on her arm...after probably ten seconds of intense, desperate struggle she expertly applied the hold I dream about most often, the sleeper. She had taken on the best fight I could give in that fall and completely overwhelmed me in it.
I longed to fight, to grasp at her arms, to either break the hold or refuse to submit until I dropped off to dreamland...BUT I promised her I would not risk damage or injury by letting my foolish ego force her to damage me. Once, I broke a rule and literally pushed her over...she rightly (and angrily) demanded at that point that i never disrespect her...so, even though my heart was screaming "Make her knock you out" my care for my friend said "Submit NOW!"
I care about Sybil too much to let me ego get in the way of our friendship. For that, she repays me with unfailingly loyalty, loving concern for my welfare, and the best battles of all those that I have ever had with women. I admire and respect her...and even though my warrior's heart HATES TO LOSE, I am proud to write this humble review for her to enjoy!
Sybil, as I told you yesterday I have found a new gym. Give me a month to improve my cardio, and please, please give me the same kind of intense battle you gave me this time the next time we meet. I look forward to being your 'bearhugger challenge' for many more sessions to come!
Today she reminded me that I owe her a review, and here it is.
I have titled the session review "Back to Square One" for at least two reasons
First, she dominated me as completely, even though she won fewer submissions, as she did the first time she defeated me.
Second, because the experience was for me as completely fulfilling as our very first session, which I still dream about. It was not just the wrestling, which was awesome as always. It was also the care and concern she took for me personally that made it just as fulfilling as the magic of that "first time", so to speak. I'm no longer "booking a session" when I see Sybil. I have not for a long time. Rather, I am seeing my friend...who cares about me more than I deserve...and wrestling is the intense but tasty icing on the cake.
For instance, she made time in her super-busy schedule to actually train with our session in mind, not just her regular routine. I was SO touched when she told me that, because for a woman with her skill and champion heart, to respect MY meager skills (in comparison) enought to train to specifically best me just made my day...no, my month!
Thirdly, because during the session I "threw down the gauntlet" as she put it. At our first session, because she was the same size as an old girlfriend who beat me in a test of strength, I asked her to do one with me. I did the same this session...and it was the only time I did anywhere near compete with her. Even though fighting a test of strength physically hurt her, she did it for me anyway. I was so pleased and touched i almost cried, and i am man enough to admit it.
And, she spent time with me, just being my friend, and treating me like the most important person in the world...well, that last sentence had nothing to do with the review title, I just wanted to brag on her. She is also an awesome cook...the first woman who ever cooked lunch for me while wearing a bikini...I get chills just thinking about it....but I digress...
Okay, here's the detail of the fight.
We started out the session in our usual clinch, but she aggressively countered every move I attempted to put her off balance. Instead, she actually mounted me. She pushed me down, leveraging her luscious body to force me, slowly but surely, onto my back. I had expected her to evade my clinch attempt and get my back and I was totally fooled, then overpowered...with what seemed like only seconds she had me in a powerful headlock. I fought desperately to hold out against the pressure she expertly applied to a pressure point. I can often hold out long enough to force her to reapply a hold or try a new one, but the burning, screaming pain made me tap after only a short time in the hold. Sybil one, bearhugger nothing!
She toweled me off, we grabbed a sip of water, and went again. I did a little better, actually grasping her behind the neck and left bicep and slamming her to the mat. She took me best blow and almost immediately began to force her escape. She refused to let me weight dominance hold her back; within a minute or two she had completely escaped and was on the attack!
I had not done cardio workouts for two months and it showed. She used a knee to the belly attack and pulled me against the powerful and relentless pressure of her sexy knee. She then swept me to the floor and again mounted me. I tried to apply a bearhug and she grimaced for a moment, then attacked with her arms and soon had me pushed to the floor and flattened. She applied a smother (which I was hinting in messages i wanted her to do) and the intensely sensous, painful pleasure wore me down. I eventually forced my way up to my knees but she grasped me in a guillotine choke eventually...which began a chain of moves that allowed her to apply the arm bar she was secretly setting me up for. I bucked, I rolled, I fought for probably two minutes and eventually she had to reset her hold. But she never let go and never stopped her powerful pressure...she had me so dominated that she was able to playfully slap my face as if she were applying a mouth smother, then BOOM, had my arm
painfully extended. I kept fighting until she had to jerk my elbow in an "I'll break your arm" kind of painful manner until I tapped. She thanked me for tapping because (I hope) she would have continued to apply pressure and not insulted me by letting me go before tapping. The only time I want her to not pressure me up to the very limit of my endurance is when i am in a sleeper...she can break my arm but my throat is my livelihood, and she is very careful with that.
Our final fall started with her challenging me to an arm wrestling match afterward. She was, despite her protestations to the contrary, keeping track of the falls,. Since she was beating me so regularly for at least a year I had finally asked her to agree to arm wrestle me in those situations, so I can at least win something (I am still much stronger than she).
She began to apply some new moves. For the first time in a long time I was able to counter some of her more familiar moves. During this fall, I actually was able to slam her again to the floor and got in perfect side control. Unfortunately, I began to get her into a joint lock I had only seen but never used before. Just as in an earlier fall, when I refused to press an advantage i had gotten by merely using my superior weight, I asked if we could reset. I will NOT use a hold that will damage my friend...if I break her, we can't play anymore. And I never want to stop playing with Sybil. Anyway, I digress.
In this fall she then took total control. She scissored me more powerfully than she EVER has before, first my head and then my body. I immediately began to moan, then yell, then scream, and received a triumphant giggle as my reward...I LOVE it when she makes noise, teases me, and giggles when we fight. I admit it, I'm into pain...but this went WAY over the line that I could cope with...she took me right to the edge than let me go. I relaxed and she made a smart, funny comment...I began to laugh...and then she tapped my neck as if to say "BH< I'm going to choke you now, take heed" and I said "Yeah, I guess throwing my head back and laughing is not good technique, is it'. Another big giggle was my reward...this was rapidly becoming the most fun fall I ever lost!
And lose it I did. Though Sybil is lovely and sweet she is not stupid, and began to take advantage of my weakened condition. I grasped her forearm and fought like the devil, but I had given her too good an opening.
Instead of laughing and teasing she became deadly serious...she silently fought against my strong pressure on her arm...after probably ten seconds of intense, desperate struggle she expertly applied the hold I dream about most often, the sleeper. She had taken on the best fight I could give in that fall and completely overwhelmed me in it.
I longed to fight, to grasp at her arms, to either break the hold or refuse to submit until I dropped off to dreamland...BUT I promised her I would not risk damage or injury by letting my foolish ego force her to damage me. Once, I broke a rule and literally pushed her over...she rightly (and angrily) demanded at that point that i never disrespect her...so, even though my heart was screaming "Make her knock you out" my care for my friend said "Submit NOW!"
I care about Sybil too much to let me ego get in the way of our friendship. For that, she repays me with unfailingly loyalty, loving concern for my welfare, and the best battles of all those that I have ever had with women. I admire and respect her...and even though my warrior's heart HATES TO LOSE, I am proud to write this humble review for her to enjoy!
Sybil, as I told you yesterday I have found a new gym. Give me a month to improve my cardio, and please, please give me the same kind of intense battle you gave me this time the next time we meet. I look forward to being your 'bearhugger challenge' for many more sessions to come!
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